Chapter 8!

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*(WARNING:  This chapter contains Sexually explicit scenes/parts)*

Chapter 8:

As we kiss more with the movie still playing. I could feel the tension, the heat, the warmth that was being built in the car. It was a moment  that I didn’t want to break. Until my phone rang of a message notification. As I pull away from Cameron and his soft lips I reach for my phone in my clutch making the beep stop.

‘’Who is it?’’ He asked wondering who it was.

As I read the name my heart dropped.

‘’O it’s- it’s Ummm my mom’’. I lied.

It was Nash. His message read ‘’Sounds Great! See you tomorrow love’’.

As I begin to feel like everything around me grew tighter, Making me feel claustrophobic, I put my phone back in my clutch and forget what I just read and trying to ruin the moment I had with Cameron.

‘’Are You okay Zoe?’’ He asked worried as I was recovering from not breathing.

‘’Umm yeah I’m fine!’’. Lying to him again. It was almost like I was getting better at this lying thing.

As I reached to him wanting to kiss him more, I start to feel better. As I get up from my seat and go on top of him in the driver’s seat  he grabs on tighter and tighter to my hips pushing me more and more on to him. We started to breathe harder and harder.

‘’I wonder what you look like without clothes’’. He said smiling at the fact I was on top of him.

‘’I guess one day you’ll have to see’’. I say teasing him. While he laughed.

 We kissed more and more not stopping, we eventually do. As I get off of him, he stops me and grabs my hips to keep them from moving.

‘’No don’t get off of me, I like you being on top of me’’. He said breathing hard on top of me while kissing my neck.

‘’Ok’’. I said staying on top of him.

The movie ended and so did we as I felt tired. He began to drive me back to my dorm, as he kept his hand on my check creasing it. He had given me his dressy sweater because I started to feel  cold. He made me want to fall asleep because he kept rubbing my face with the tips of his fingers.

***30 Minutes Later***

‘’Were here, Come on’’. He says.

As I begin to get out of the car I see that we are on the other side of the campus from where my dorm is.

‘’Let’s go’’. He says taking my hand and leading me to his dorm.

As we arrive to his dorm in the Frat House, I see party cups and glow sticks still on the floor from the party Saturday night. There was still red cups full of beer on the tables from people playing beer pong.

‘’You guys don’t clean here do you?’’.  I Said laughing and observing the environment around.

He laughed. ‘’Yeah We don’t’’.

He opened the door to his room in the house and led me first into it. A room that was clean and smelt like men’s cologne. Every girls favorite sent. As I admired what I saw pictures and posters of skaters and Vanz stickers covering his wall And Lacrosse jerseys and trophies on a shelf.  I felt him walking behind me still in front of his door and his presence overwhelming me. He put both of his hands on my shoulders and rubbed them up and down as he kissed my neck.

‘’I think it’s that time I see you without your clothes off don’t you think?’’. He said making my body shake with chills that always became warmed up with his touch.

As I took steps back falling behind on his bed, My arms stretch to catch me. He comes crawling on top of me little by little, heavy breathing harder and harder. He plants a kiss as I begin to take of his shirt exposing his ripped body with a pack of abs that were tanned.  He had a beach body that curved and shaped just right. He took off his shirt helping me eagerly. Making my heart beat faster. I was scared. I was scared of the feeling I would get. Yes I was a virgin. Nobody ever knew. I kept it a secret forever.  But I guess secrets are just made to be broken in the end. As he reaches behind my dress unzipping it and taking it of he began grasping my breast. I begin to breathe even more harder.

He then started to unzip his pants and throw them across the room. As I begin to crawl backwards to his pillows, He reaches his hand behind my head and lays it on his pillows. As he raises the covers over us he begins going up and down my body rubbing his shaft with his boxers still on. He then reaches to my panties and begins to take them off, as well as his black boxers. I start to tense up.

‘’Don’t worry I’m not going to hurt you’’ He says breathing heavy over me.

I nod my head nervously. He slips inside me. As I feel the bed moving more and more, I hear him. It started hurting but felt like I had given him authority over my body to make it feel good. To make it feel new. As he went faster and faster I began to feel pain more.

‘’I love you Zoey, I want more of you.’’ He said still going.

He stopped after, raising the covers over our naked bodies, And kissed my cheek.

‘’I’m going to use the bathroom real quick Babe, Here’s a shirt wear this’’. As he handed me one of his shirts that smelt like cologne and was big on me.

As I stood up from the bed and put on his shirt that became a dress on me, He got out of the bathroom.

‘’Sexy Much’’. He said in his underwear. I laughed and climbed back into his bed under the covers as he turned off the lights and turned on his TV.

He then wrapped his arm around my body pulling me closer to his body. Making me feel secure and safe. My stomach started to hurt along with my legs. One of the side effects of being a virgin. Or shall I say no longer being a virgin. I almost felt too different. Like my body was transforming.

‘’Goodnight Babe, I love You Beautiful’’. While he kissed me on my forehead.

‘’Love You Too’’. As I laid my hand on his chest while his was resting behind my back.

Making me feel like I could trust him. Making me feel like I was secure and safe in his arms. Making me feel like no one could hurt me. Making me feel like I could spend one minute with him that felt like an infinity.  

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