Deepest Secrets

Chapter 12 - Messing With His Heart

Allisyn P.O.V

I was at my locker when I started to think..Family trip, really Alli ....... I love my family to death but I would never go on a trip with Brooke family it would be way too much drama but he  bought it though. Honestly I didn't feel guilty at all about lying to him, once again I get that he cares and that loves me and all but when your on my case 24/7 it's hard not to be annoyed.

I peek across from where my locker was and I saw Kaylee and Ken talking. I could care less, but she did look like she was flirting and he look a little bit disturbed which made me to laugh.

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Once I got home I decide i was just going to relax because jessiana had plans and my dad had to work late today so It was just me and my mom.

I went upstairs to my room. I figured that I wouldn't have company in my room so I took off my blouse and left my only my bra on and took a pair of my short shorts and put them on. I plugged my phone into my speakers and I blasted up my music. As I was listening one of my new favorite song came on by Ariana grande "Problems" I was dancing while singing:

"Head I the cloud got no weight on my shoulder I should be wiser and realize that I got!!!!!!!!!" I was having a great time by myself when I turn around to see this familiar faced guy at my a bedroom door looking me up and down a enjoying it.

"OH MY G KENDRICK !!!! WHAT THE HELL" I SCREECH

I ran to my closet before he can even say a word. First of all the hell why heck is here. Second of all how come he didn't call me that's what I least expect him to do knowing Ken he would have called me 3 times telling me he"ll be coming over. I quick threw on a baggy shirt and a pair of sweats and I calmed down.

"Sorry Alli that was an accident I swear your mom told me to go up to your room because she said you'll be here."

"It's ok ken" I said

"Can i tell you something" he asked

"Go ahead" I said curiously

"GIRL YOU CAN NOT SING" he said sarcastically

I got up I reach for my pillow and threw at his face.

"What was that for" Pretending he was hurt

"For saying I can't sing BUT I REALLY CAN."

He started to run towards me and then he picked me and started spinning me around

"KEN!!! PUT ME DOWN "I yelled as I was laughing in the air

"You know you love it!"He said smirking

He gentle placed me on the bed.

"Baby I love you"He said while staring me in the eyes deeply

"Ummhmm... I-" I cut my self off

"Damn it ALLSYN JUST SAY ALREADY". He yelled

I could see the anger in his eyes. I couldn't say what I did not mean ... It's just not like me..Especially when it's I love you.

"This is why I came here to tell you this. First I thought it was just that you were a little on the shy side and you weren't used to it but clearly I guess not.

"I-I just-" I stuttered

"You just nothing Alli".... "Kay was right" he mumbled

"What did you say just now."

"I said Kaylee was Right" He answered back

"Right about what" I asked confused

"After you left, Kay went up to me and she started telling me things. Then she started telling me how you don't actually love me and how Your using me.. At first I really thought no not my Alli but now that I think of it you are her best friend,I mean why not you use me for her to get with me"He explained

"Ken.... I... Don't- .... know.. I need time to think"

"You know what Allisyn take all the time you want I don't care anymore." He shouted

He got up and stormed out my room. I feel so confuse now that he's telling me this I really feel like a bitch, I didn't no how much that would hurt somebody....messing with there feelings and  lying.

"Ken... I whispered

It was to late before I could even run out to get him, he was already out the front door. I let a deep sigh and took a long nap.