Deepest Secrets

Chapter-20

After everything that just happened home was the place I wanted to be. I just need to think but thinking  about it won't erase the fact the he never told me and he look me in the eye and claimed he loves me.  It's even harder to imagine that just hour's before that little fling he had with kay,I told him I loved him

I didn't want to leave my mother alone so i decide to wait in the parking lot.She must be taking this harder than i am knowing that not only her mom died but her she was murdered. As she comes into the parking lot i can feel all her hurt by just looking into her eyes

"Baby i thought you ran off i know how hard this is for you i wish things didn't turn out like this-"She starts to tear up.I run to comfort her

"Mom i'm okay" I say to reasure her although i'm really not but right now i can care less about my feelings she's breaking down right in front of me  

"Everthing will be fine" i whisper and i'm hopeing that what i just said was true

"Thanks hun you know what let's go home okay"She wipes her tears and digs in her purse to find her car keys. When does we go inside and start to head home

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Once we reached home my phone started to ring i looked to see who it was and it was Kyle, it's been a while since we've talked

"Hello"

"Alli i'm freaking out today is the day" He panic's and i'm confused of why

"Uh.. What..."

"Don't tell me you forgot"

"I seriously don't know what your talking about sorry..."

"Today is the i ask your sister to marry me! does that ring a bell" He shouted. Oh no how can i forget

"Oh my kyle i'm so sorry this was really a blow up in my face" I explain

"Please tell me your mom didn't forget" He yellls

"Hold one sec" I hope she hasn't but with evrything on her mine she probaly has

"Mom where are you" i yelled from my room

"The kitchen hun" She shouts out

I run to the kitchen  so i don't keep this guy waiting. When i get inside i see my mom sitting down at the kitchen counter

"Hey.. mom i hate to bother you but do you know what day to day is..."

"No problem but what day is it" She asks. She forgot too kyle is going to be super angry i hold up one finger to indicate one second and i go on the phone

"Kyle give me two seconds"

"Alli wa-" I cut the phone on him

"Okay mom it's kyle and jessiana's engadment dinner" I say uncertain of her facial experesion

"Your kidding right" She laughed "i't can't be today is the......" She came to her senses

"Oh my goodness alli it is, allisyn that means that he's asking her to marry him here meaning in the house which is not yet decorated, not cleaned up, and  no food that's not cooked" Her eyes are poping out of her head at this point

"What do i tell him" I say worried

"Dear i'm usually prepared for these things especially my own daughter's engadment dinner this really caught me off guard" She says pacing back and forth

"Not your fault, We can pulled this off i know we can" I try to belive my own words 

"All this on the same day this is just.....okay we can do this" She breaths

"So i'm going to tell him we have everthing under control" I Say

She nodes her head i give kyle a call back

"Kyle"

"Allisyn" His voice really nervous

"We have everthing under control relax a bit okay"

"Okay great so in about four hours my family is comming over you know rest we've reherst it" Things coundn't get any better the girl that my ex slept with is comming to my house just.... great...

"Is that all Kyle" I'm a little on edge right now

"Hey you sound annoyed you ok?"

No i am not okay my grandmother's murderer is my Ex's grandfather and he never told me about for month's, ohh what else kaylee....yeah your sister fucked with my Boyfriend no nevermind that did i mention that he told her everthing about my grandmother's death before he told me and all i really wanted is someone to cry on thier shoulder but i don't because no one in the world know's what i'm going though.

"I am fine"I mumbled

"Yeah sure.."

"I'll see you later" I say and i cut the phone

Turing to my mother who's already started to bring all her pots and pan's out

"We have alot to do in four hours"

"Four hours only!!! Thats really not enough time"

"I know mom but we can do it, You will not cook a thing eveything store bought and put in the oven and finish" i laugh of how unprepared we are

"Wow my baby girl is really taking control"She smiles

"Yeah.. we go to go now"

"Yes right, lets go"

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