Sweet🖤 (Book 1)

7. Karlie

I bit my lip looking down at my phone.

Dakota hasn't texted or called me yet...

I saw him in class but he didn't sit with us...he sat with Chloe...well alone but Chloe sat with him...

I angrily watched them talk the whole fucking class...

He looked up at me but rolled his eyes focusing on his conversation with Chloe and that made me feel worse...

It's like I freaking killed his mom...it's really over a dinner...he's really hurting my feelings...And I don't like it...at all

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I sighed fixing my sports bra as I got down from my last flip.

I sat on the bench and bit my lip watching for Cole as he played making sure he was ok.

He ran into the touchdown zone and caught the ball winning the game for us

As always.

Everybody ran out like always but I stayed on the bench and just smiled a little.

I was honestly worried about my relationship...

I sighed and stood up turning around but what I saw broke my heart...

Dakota lifted Chloe up and kissed her.

I froze tearing up.

"Heyyy...you ok?...we just won again!" Cole smiled running up to me

I was shook and hurt and Broken I couldn't even move...

He followed my gaze and sighed.

"Let's go..." He said grabbing my arm pulling me but I didn't move

Dakota put her down smiling and froze looking at me.

Tears were streaming down my face my heart hurt...my whole body hurt...I felt like complete shit...

"KARLIE LETS GO!!" Collins snapped gently pulling my arm

I let him pull me away as I looked down crying my eyes out silently.

"Fucking asshole..." Cole said angrily as we walked away

We walked up to our parents and just got in the car not saying a word.

I bit my lip staring out the window.

"Karlie baby what's wrong?" My mom asked looking back at me

I ignored her staring out the window.

My life really sucks right now...

*
I laid in bed staring at the wall and crying my eyes out all night...

"Karlie baby...Dakotas here...he wants to talk to you"

"I don't want to talk to him" I said lowly sniffling

"babygirl what happened?" My mom asked rubbing my arm

I let out a breathe squeezing my eyes shut.

"He cheated on me" I cried practically sobbing

I started hyperventilating crying into my pillow.

"Oh babygirl..." She sighed moving hair out my face and pulling me closer

"Why do I feel this way mom?...it hurts...so bad" I cried into her side

"It's because you love him babygirl...it hurts...it really hurts trst me I know...but you are a strong girl baby...you're just like me...I know I can be difficult but...I love you...I love you and Collins...I just want the best for you..,you're my only baby girl and I don't want you to make as many mistakes as I did when I was younger...I almost had a baby when I was your age and I was so scared...We just didn't want you to go through that babygirl...but I'm here for you...all of us...Collins...Cameron...we're all here okay...ill go tell Dakota to leave if you want...or to not talk to you..."

"no it's fine...I actually want to talk to him" I said wiping my face and nose sitting up

"Are you sure?"

"Yes" I nodded holding my phone in my hand

She nodded okay before walking out closing the door cracking it a little.

5 minutes later Dakota walked into my room red nose and bags under her eyes.

"H...hi" he said biting his lip

I just glared at him feeling the hurt all over again.

"Honestly...why?...I...I made you as happy as I could...I...I put YOUR happiness over mine and then the one time I chose me...y...you act fucking selfish and Yell at me!!then your spiteful piece of shit ass kissed Chloe!!...you don't care...did you ever fucking care about me?! WAS IT ALL A LIE?!...I loved you!!!...I gave you all the love Ive ever had...you fucking piece of shit!...I trusted you" I cried

He looked at me crying as well

"Karl I'm so sorry...baby you know I'm sorry...I...I love you...I just...I...I fucked up baby...I'm sorry I'm really sorry...I...made a horrible mistake baby it was the spur of the moment thing and s...she was there and I was still trying to get back at you for no reason and I'm sorry...please give me another chance...I'm trying to be the best boyfriend ever...and I'm failing but I'm trying...t...this thing happened and it knocked it all off but I was trying so hard...I...I can't lose you Karlie...please " he cried

I stared at him harshly and disgusted.

"You already lost me..."