Sweet🖤 (Book 1)

25. Collins

I let out a breathe texting Karlie for most likely the 600th time

- Karl where are you?...what happened last night?

But got no answer everytime...so I texted Wesley...but he didn't answer...

- Wesley...what happened?...is Karlie with you?

See...he didn't answer either

I stayed up until now 5am trying to find her when I realized she wasn't home

Lina yawned snuggling into my chest.

"Have you found her yet?" She sighed

"No I haven't...and our mom is gonna be worried when she finds out her daughter is nowhere to be found" I let out a breathe squeezing my eyes shut tearing up

"Baby...d...don't cry...she's probably fine...she's most likely with Wesley anyway...their both missing right?"

"That's the point...she was crying...I think Wesley did something...why would she be with him?"

"Like what?...Wesley loves her..." She said sitting up confused

"I don't know...but I need to figure it out and find my sister..."

"We can take a shower and go find her before your parents wake up..." She said caressing my cheek

I nodded biting my lip kissing her.

" I'm gonna calm down...but if I find out Wesley hurt or cheated on my sister...he's dead"

Karlie

"Dad...thank you for letting me stay here...I just don't want to go home and be bombarded by questions from Cole and Lina...I'm just really hurt fight now...and I feel sick...I just...I feel lied to" I said breaking down...again

He sighed pulling me to his chest.

"I'm sorry you had to go through that babygirl...guys are not always what they seem...I could tell you about my younger self but that'll take years but...You just have to wait for the right moment in life for the one and...I know you thought Wesley was that guy but...if he has you out here looking stupid...that's not the right guy...but know...you are beautiful...just like your mother...and you will find the love of your life okay baby?...I love you so much...your mom and Cameron...your step brother...we all love you so much...and we mean it...remember that" he said rubbing my back

I nodded wiping my face.

"Thank you dad..." I sighed "I needed that"

"Whenever you are ready...if you want i can bring you home..." He said moving hair out my face

I nodded biting my lip.

"K...but I'm hungry " I said starting to walk into the kitchen

"How bout we go get breakfast and eat out then tonight we go get dinner?" He asked

"Sure" I smiled big

"Get ready and we'll go right away"

*
I laughed covering my mouth.

"No it was the butterfly song..." I said giggling

"But it was about a grasshopper" my dad laughed sipping his drink.

"I was 4" I giggled

"True...but how did it go...Blue grasshopper hoppedy hop pu-"

"Purple grasshopper floppedy flop...The big red grasshopper wears his sockedy socks...on his long feetedy feets...tiny toe tiny toe hop flop sock!...grasshopper grasshopper knock knock knock!" We sang together laughing.

"I miss when we used to hang out dad...I miss my old room...and all my toys" I smiled

"Me too babygirl...me too" he signed picking at his food

My phone sat beside me and started vibrating for the millionth time since last night.

I picked it up and saw I had a lot of missed calls and texts from Cole, Lina, and mostly Wesley.

I turned it on and blocked Wesley before answering Cole.

- Karl...what happened baby sis?...if Wesley hurt you I'll kill him
- he did so please do 🙄
- finally....are you ok?...
- I'm fine, I went to stay with my dad for a couple days...I can't stay in the same house with that...person...ill want to Kill him in his sleep...
- what happened? 😕
- What do you guess?...he lied, he cheated, he broke my heart, I'm disgusted by him...I just want nothing to do with him!! 😡😡
- I Knew it...when I see him I'm gonna kill him...he didn't come here either... 😠
- please do...but do it out of school...you have football to worry about...
- true...Lina said text her btw...
- tell her I will when I get back to the house
- okay...what do you want me to go tell mom and dad?
- Tell them I'm staying at my dads...don't tell dad about Wesley or hell set a hit out on him...I know I don't want to be around him but he's still going through stuff so if his mom doesn't let him back home...then he can stay but dad will kick him out if he finds out...
- I don't understand how stupid he could be...even after he hurt you you still care about him being okay and having a place to live...he was really fucking lucky to have you...I can't believe him...
- Me either 😔 well I gotta go...ill FaceTime you guys later..
- k...be safe kid...love you
- k love you too...tell Lina and mom and dad I love them
- k peace out lil sis
- Peace out kid❤️

I let out a breathe and closed my phone eating more.

"You ready to go back?" My dad asked smiling

" Yea"

*
We made it back to the house and my dad had to go to work soon so I went right up to my room here and just laid down scrolling through my Instagram feed when I got a text.

- Please talk to me...I fucked up and I'm sorry

Wesley?

I shook my head ignoring it but he kept texting.

- Karlie, I know you're reading this...please just...come home...and talk to me I love you
- Do you?...Do you really?
- yes...you know how much I love and care about you
- I Dont know shit anymore honestly, I thought you loved and cared about me...but apparently you don't care enough to be loyal , you don't care enough to keep from making me feel like shit! YOU DONT CARE ENOUGH TO LOVE ME!! And mean it!
- Karlie...I do love you
- Bullshit...Wesley we're done and I want nothin to do with you anymore....do you even know what you did to me?!...I am so lucky I didn't go home...so fucking lucky or else I would of either killed it myself!...so don't you dare!...don't dare try to come and text me to fix things like you didn't hurt me!...badly...fuck you...I fucking hate you...you disgust me... Read at 4:22 pm

I closed my phone and bit my thumb crying...

First it was slow then I started sobbing squeezing my eyes shut.

I hate this...I wanna be home...but I don't want to be around him...