We open the door and leave we go to the mall today after hours so we can have it to ourselves it's better that way we don't have fans corrupt are shopping us girls go one direction and the boys go the other soon we find them spying on us in victoria secret they come out finally because we all notice them and tey ask if were ready to leave we say yeah we rush home Harry and I tired we go to bed and then I wake up my stomach hurting I run to the bathroom and puke everything up. I go back to the bedroom look at the clock it read 4:25 i had only been asleep for 4 hours 5 at the most morning sickness i thought! Harry.. I attempt to wake him up he replies no babe! I say harry you don't understand i'm sick. He sits up runs his hands through his curls grabs my hand and i felt the sickness again i rush to the bathroom he follows pulls my hair back and pats me on the back i sit up as i'm sure i'm done puking i look into the mirror and wipe my face with a warm wash rag. Harry notices i'm feeling bad he kisses my forehead and we go back to the bed room by now it's 5:30 and i'm shaking and cold with chills maybe it isn't morning sickness i don't know i just know i don't want harry to leave me. I'm fall back to sleep and wale up to harry singing "Good morning beautiful how was your night?" I smile and then my stomach turns again my smile fades but this time i don't have to puke it goes away he says hold on one second and brings me breakfast in bed I glance to the clock it's 8:30. I look at harry and ask where the everyone else is and he says they're down stair and requested I stay in bed for awhile i hear footsteps come up the stair and into the bedroom i look up and see everyone and the all say good morning Ashbi leans over and hugs me and then they all sit on the bed and ask how i feel i tell them i'm fine but that's a lie I feel terrible Liam gathers the guys up and takes them out of the bed room the girls talk to me and tell me they know i'm lying and ask what they can do. But they can't do anything it's just morning sickness from this little child i have inside me i yell the boys run into the room and see the smile on my face laugh then walk back out. For goodness sakes i will be fine they look at me smile then go get the boys everyone comes back to the room and asks what i'd like to do today I tell them whatever they want but they insisted that i pick. It's tuesday so tonight harry and I have to go to mums for dinner i tell them and they say great! All smile everyone leaves and now there is peace and quite and it's just Harry and I and i'm feeling better since my amazing boyfriend cooked me breakfast he smiles and grabs me off the bed and takes off to the bathroom knowing we were about to shower together once again it's practically his favorite thing to do. I smile with happiness and he shuts the door and locks it I jump in the shower fast as I can and the water is freezing well.. It ended up being so hot i couldn't stand it harry and i had never been so passionate about this sort of stuff it was always just for the fun of it but just then we really had a connection going like never before we get out dry off and get dress the time has went by we were in the shower for three hours
So now it's 1:00 because we got in at 10:00 dinner is at 5:30.
I put on make up as harry shakes his hair a thousand times it seems like getting the mirror wet each time forcing me to wipe it off i finish my make up to start of my hair I can't decide curly or straight hair looks at me real serious when I pick up the straightener and i put it back down because i know how much he loves my curly hair so i start to curl it Ashbi runs into the bathroom by this time harry is on the bed waiting on me i didn't even have to ask her to curl my hair she knew automatically that i needed her too because the simple fact i've always been a failure at fixing my hair unless it was just throwing it up. She finishes it up my hair is short and thick it takes awhile for her to do it time flys from doing my make up at 1:30 to finishing my hair at 2:30. I get up and harry has dozed off asleep i wake him up and ask if he is ready which of course were early but when your famous and you mom lives 45 minutes aways plus fans and traffic you need to we arrive at mums house at 4:50,40 minutes early she runs and opens the door kisses me on the cheek and hugs harry. We go into the living room to find Hazer and Piper my younger brother and sister hazer is 10 and piper is 9 they seeing harry and I they shout at the sight of us and run towards us harry moves in front of me and grabs both of them into his arms he is so great with kids he is already ready for a baby knowing are age difference is a bit different mum agrees that it's okay and she accepts are relationship i mean its only 3 years. We eat dinner and discuss more things then as we get ready to leave the kids shout NO! Stay please but we have to leave i'm feeling worse now and harry has to get home because tomorrow he is going to a record meeting with the boys.
more coming guys promise!
