He Came....

chapter 2

Letting go

" oh, your awake." A voice says. I sit up and rub my eyes not realizing I was in someone else's room. When I realize I scream and cover my self. "Ahhhhh! Who are you! Why am I here!" I say pointing my sword at him. He jumps up with his hands up scared, but then he smiles. He gets closer to the sword to where his chest is nearly touching it. He grabs it softly and moves it away from him, the thing is I let him. Its like I was under a trance from his soft blue eyes. He leans closer. Creeping slowly onto the bed. He sits and leans closer and closer, grabbing my chin and pushing it up. " Now do you remember me?" He says, then backing away. I cover my mouth and blush remembering him killing those men to save me, and.... The words he said... "Why is it that, when I start thinking about you, I find you out here getting yourself killed."
I stand up quietly and put my sword away, I go to the window to see where I am. Looking at the level bar at the top of the sky...it read...level 60. I've never been this high. I never thought I could. I turn around and look at him, blushing trying to hide his face. When I look I see I'm only in my underwear and night shirt. Gasping I run to the bathroom to hide. Quickly I change to my everyday armor and come out. Keian sitting on the bed red as ever. He looked up at me and smiled but backed down. "Why were you out there..." He asks as I sit down beside him. I didn't want to tell him that I wanted to feel the rush of being able to almost die. I stayed looking down.
"I ....I...um..I felt like going. Its no fun in that shop all day heh heh" I say trying to play it cool. He looks up and grabs my shoulders, " this isn't a game anymore ok? This is real. This is life or death and you don't get to choose. You don't have to go out and get yourself killed to be free, just live!" He say yelling at me. I tear up because I agree . I shouldn't have done that. I shouldn't have left at all. I start to cry. He let's go of me in shock not knowing what to do.
"Y-your right. I'm reckless, a-and naive, b-but I just want to feel free, I want to live again. This isn't life this is prison from life." I say crying and yelling. I cover my face and cry, I was so embarrassed that I'm crying in front of him. He grabs my hand and puts it to his cheek, looking up he wipes my tears with his other hand.
"I know how you feel, that's how I felt at first. I just wanted to die. So I could finally be free. But if this is as close as I can get to real touch or real seeing, then fine I will stay alive so I can live every second of it." He says. He let's go of my hand but I keep there on his cheek, I started to lean in as he did too almost kissing, but I pull away. We just met I can't give in like that again. I can't go through that again