Self-Love

YOU

A hopeless dark night.She and a guiter in a dark room.A gloomy ray of light enters in her room from the next building.Her throat feels like it swallowed Adam's apple.Her eyes are getting watery enough as the view of the busy new york city blurs out in front of her big glass window.Today,the face she used to admire,the hands she was proud of,she felt digusted with them.She avoided mirrors.As if a sudden conciousness and reliasation she wanted to ignore.She dont want to realize how she actually digust herself.Its not the pimple,not the two-three spots she has on her cheeks.Whenever she used to look at the mirror,she use to despise the sight of the pimple.But that was different.She knew she is beautiful despite the acne that she is extremely jittery and anxious about.She is still grateful to God that has given her her face,hands,body, and the very soul.She said to herself "I am healing,I am beautiful,and I love the way I am.".She wish she had the same spark in the eyes,smile in the face when she says it to herself.Not because of the ultimate persistant to bring herself back.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  After reading this,You might have wondered how the girl actually looked?Well She has eyes that reflect humanity and kindness as you meet them.She has small pouty lips.She have light coloured brows which is not that defined.Her nose is blunt~which actually makes her look cuter.She has head full of black hair which is at arms length.She wears spectacle which makes her look more nerdy.Her body is curvy.Her complexion is close to yellow-fair,or white ginger toast.Does she sound like the perfect mix of everything?Let me bring the "negetive" sides according to our social norms,She has cystic pimple right above her chin.Her forehead is bumpy.She has little bit hair on her jawline.She has the shortest eyelashes ever.But when she smiles its like the sunlight to the darkest room.No she is not perfect,but perfect for herself.You are perfect,not for anyone else but you.A slightest change in your personality,looks or anything,you wouldnt be YOU.You would be someone else.You are the perfect mix of everthing.Every girl in the world is different,unique and has different qualities.Do you have any insecurities about yourself?I dont care if its a pimple,full face of breakout,complexion,scars,marks,you name it i dont care.You are beautiful and your face doesnt define it.Yes,I know its also a matter of first impression.But trust me if you can make a stranger feel good about themselve after talking to you,You are among the prettiest people.Do what you love.Make yourself feel good.Interact with the people.Spread love among people.Make people feel good.Live for others.And most important stay loyal to God cause He is watching you.