- My Angel from the Sky - Gaster x Reader

Chapter 9: Stars

Hi!
It took me a lot to write this chapter ahaha and somehow the more chapters i write the longer they get ahaha I have to do something about this XD
I assure you the next time it'll be shorter ahah unless you like long chapters :D

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That night you did not sleep.

Not even the night after...

And the night after that.

It was so unbearable ... you just felt oppressed

Like if somebody was slowly crushing your bones and you were out of breath.

It was like they were preventing you from breathing.

And that was an unbearable weight.

All those nights passed between rude awakenings, sweat and anxiety, had almost brought you to the edge of madness.

There was a constant sense of loneliness that kept assaulting you, a sense of need that made you desperately long to cross that that white door.

You could feel the heart in your chest burn as it desperately cringed at the loss...

At the loss of what?!

You really didn't want to believe yourself ...

You didn't want to admit it .... Yet you were wondering if that torture was the same he was going through ... if he felt like this ... if he felt this irredeemably thirsty and alone ...

Probably you weren't yourself anymore ... maybe you had really gone crazy.

You were missing so much his touch that it seemed so unreal to you, his face, his hands, his warmness ...

"Oh God ... I'm hyperventilating" you huffed as you quietly rolled on the ground facing the ceiling.

His eyes ....

"Augh! Stop ..." you shook your head trying to wash away those merciless thoughts.

How much had it been?

One week?

You had been laying down on that white floor continuously, trying to ease your stress, not even the food Jack brought had a taste anymore ... but maybe, that was the only positive thing.

He did not come.

Not even once

You were feeling less than an object. A little bit more and you would have surely become part of the exiguous furniture in that room.

You were still trying to understand why his rejection had hurt you so badly ...

Maybe it was because you had never seen him like this before.

He must really hate you ...well... that's normal after all, isn't it?

You were a human.

That made you so angry !

You didn't even know who you were, and they were already judging you from your race ... this stupid ideals. ..

Why did that big war break out? Was the situation that bad?

Oh you felt so empty ... useless ...

His voice ...

"Ahhh .... This is so annoyi....."