I got home one night
hearing my mom talking about my life
of how wonderful it will be
and all the happiness I would find
but I couldn't here her
just silent
That same night
I went out and took something from the car
I looked at the dark path
and thought "Why not leave?"
"Leave it all behind... I have the keys and some money... I could live... I should start another life... besides they're not going to hear me leave they don't care"
and as I wondered in my mind
Silent
and the cold of the night
not much more than that
Quickly throw my ideas aside
I went back inside
good in my bed
and the idea came back to my head
kept thinking that I should go
but I couldn't
what was stopping me
maybe the memories that I have in this place
or maybe the suffering I would make
if their feelings towards me are not fake
as I wondered
I urged to cry came
I guess it's not my first time thinking about this
not the first time I feel like nobody's with me
not the first time that's Silent
but just as I thought that
I wanted someone to come and hugged me
like I wanted something nobody can give me
because I just hide behind a shadow
behind a face
but I just wish
someone could hear my Silent scream
YOU ARE READING
Not as expected
PoetryJust some thought and stories from a girl that likes to talk alone because most of the time there's nobody to listened or nobody to talk to
