It's been a long time since I last wrote anything
I guess in a time I didn't need it
but now here I am again
writing my mind in a virtual device
not being able to say the truth
nor understanding what's going on
there's so much stuff to do
but at the same time there's nothing left to catch
a new era will begin
a new world will be reveal
I don't think I'm ready for any of it
but they're not giving me a choice
it's either accept it
or maybe go
but I do want to go
what's holding me back you may ask
maybe say goodbye
you see
I have gone a long way since I was a kid
now that I think about it
it's rather curious since I had a good childhood
of course there was problems
but at my age I didn't understand
I remember sometimes crying
because I didn't wanted to be like my parents
or rather that I felt that nobody wanted me
I always felt like I don't belong
not at home
or at school
and even now
even when my last phase of high school is about to pass
I feel like I don't belong
I feel like I shouldn't be here
like I wasn't suppose to exist
I've always felt that way
sure I have good friends
people that care
but it's not like they would not live without me
they can pass there lives without me in this place
so again what exactly is holding me back
the answer is simple
is the person I care the most in this world
I don't want that person to be in pain or cry
I don't want that person to suffer or be worried about me
so what do I do
simple I survive
every day of my life
I survive
this is what we all do after all
we survive each and every day
because there's something that's preventing us from leaving
even if for other people might me stupid
we still survive and live
we're still in this world
and that's what counts
so for each person that's passing through a tough time lately
I just want to say you're not alone
it might feel that way since the sensation never quite leaves you but still
You're not alone
You're being loved
It doesn't matter what you believe in
or the way you look
nor if you're normal or not
because let's face it
NOBODY IS NORMAL
there's no such thing
So you're not alone
you're have so many people that care
They love you
I love you for being you
So live your life
and don't worry about the others you'll be fine
Always be you
YOU ARE READING
Not as expected
PoetryJust some thought and stories from a girl that likes to talk alone because most of the time there's nobody to listened or nobody to talk to
