It Will Always End up being Hurt (BoyxBoy)

||Chapter 19||

Kherby Herfmann

The night continues as we all ate dinner. Mom and Dad are mostly the quiet at the table because Sean was doing all the talking; talking about the house and everything. I get that Dad was having second thoughts about this seeing how my first chapter of life was a mess swiftly because of the girl left us without any sign.

Mom cleared her throat and said, "So Kherby I heard you were popular at your school."

And Sean laughed so loud and I eyed her.

"I'm active and known but popular, nope" I answered with a smile.

"I would know" Sean said.

"Yeah, you would know because since you came at my school you secretly made my life a living hell" I sassed. There was an awkward silence at the table while Sean was evilly smirking.

"I also heard that you were part of a glee club" Mom said "I didn't know you can sing."

I just smiled as my response. I don't want my mom to feel that she missed a lot of my childhood.
"You know what Sean" she continued "Kherby has not been good at sports since he was a kid. We used to play soccer but he keeps on stepping the ball and fall.. and cry" she laughed

Sean was pretending to listen while dad and I was exchanging confused looks 'cos we both knew that never happened. I love my mom but remembering this kind of personality of hers pisses me off. This personality I don't like about her. I kept my mouth shut to avoid any drama.

"And when he cries he locks himself at the bathroom," she continue saying things that never happened "and when he come out his eyes are red and sometimes he sleeps at the bathroom."

That's it! This needs to stop!
"Mom, we never did that and that never happened" I said softly.

"It did happened, you must be exaggerating" she replied "also when--"

"No! You are exaggerating" I cut her off "Who are you pretending to be, wha-what are you doing? You left like what 4 or 5 years ago and just come back like nothing happened and bring your daughter here to ruin my life!"

"Kherby you're young, maybe you don't remember and understand--"

"Yeah you're right maybe I don't understand, I don't understand like how could you abandoned your old family and pretend like it's okay in front of the new one" I cut her off again and giving gestures.

"Kherby calm down" my dad said.

"No dad! She needs to know that there's a limit in this house because she's not a part of this family anymore!" I lost it at this point "She needs to know what happened to us when she left!"

Sean was liking the show in front of her but at the same time she was uncomfortable to be in a heated situation.

"Let me explain, Kherby" Mom replied

Before she could explain I stood up and left the dining table. I stayed in my room after that and never came out.

Later that night I coudn't sleep. Staring at my ceiling thinking that this day was rough. I heard a beep and followed by an another beep at my phone. I read the messages, one coming from Miguel and one from Vanessa.

Miguel: Where do you want our first date to be at?

Me: Surprise me! Plus you asked me out so you should be planning this.

Vanessa: So step one was success right?

I don't know if I should continue this plan. I think it's  still me who would end up being hurt but at the same time I want him to feel what he did.

Great way to ruin the moment, Vanessa. But to think of it my day was already ruined and a mess.

Me: Yes.

"So" someone said it in my room. I looked around and saw Sean standing by the door.

"Can I help you?"

"You lied" she stated.

"What do you mean" I clearly don't know what she's talking about.

"You said you have an amnesia but you remember all the things that happened to you when mom left" Shit why was I not noticing that. What should I do!

"I... ahh... mmhhh... I agh...."

I really wish that she would just shut up and never born.

"You fake it"

Why was I not careful. I guess the plan would never be successful. And Miguel would hate me. I would rather die than people hating on me.

What would I say....

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So sorry for a short chapter and not updating. Maybe I should let someone write for me. Hahahahaha. I was just busy for a test and for the past few weeks I was also busy from practice but all of it was done and I should just worry about this story and the other story and my Research so hopefully I could update twice a month...... but enjoy your day/night.....