It Will Always End up being Hurt (BoyxBoy)

||Chapter 15||

I know someday you will hate me so why not today ^^
Picture of Hailee as Zoey

Kherby Herffman

I've been sweating and my heart is pounding so hard. Well you see today is Friday and this day I got a feeling that something bad might happen. On the last few days I haven't saw Miguel around even in our class we had together and in the cafeteria. I'm not avoiding him, actually I wanted to talk to him but I just can't find him. I asked Abby, Vanessa, Joseph, and Lilly if they saw him but they haven't saw him either.

Sitting in my final class was boring. The teacher didn't even notice that I've been staring at the window and not listening to her. I hope I can see Miguel in the glee club practice later. Sigh.

Finally the bell rings and all of the students excited their way out while me I put my books in my bag. When I stand up Ms. Alonzo called me.

"Kherby?" she said "Can you stay a bit?"

I nodded and whisper to Vanessa "See you at practice"

When the time that I'm alone with her she started talking.
"Is there something wrong with you, Kherby?"

I gave her a confused look. She might get an idea that I'm still confused because she continued.

"Because in the last few days you've been staring at the window and some of the other teachers says you've been doing that too"

"I'm fine, just thinking some stuff" I replied

"Did someone bullied you again?" she asked

I shook my head in disagree.

"Is it something with Miguel, isn't it?" she asked again.

"Did everyone knew about the kiss?"

"I know now because you told me" she chuckled and I cursed "I knew that your thinking about Miguel because Vanessa had been sending a voice record about a game called Kiss, Kill, Marry"

"That bitch" I mumbled at the same time blushing.

"Whatever you heard Ms. Alonzo is not true" I said "Vanessa was just forcing me"

She let out a small laugh and walking towards her table. "Your secret is safe with me... Oh wait, I think everybody already heard it, knowing Vanessa"

I blushed even harder not knowing what to do.

"Well you can go now to your practice and remember I'm always open to listen whatever problem" she winked.

I rushed leaving the room and stomping my way to Mr. Mortage's room where the practice is being held.

When I arrived at the room, I was ready to shout to Vanessa but I was shocked by the presence of Miguel. I.. He's... Why??? I mean...
Everyone was staring at me even him.

I lowered my head and just swiftly walking to my chair.
A few minutes later just silent in my seat a girl entered the room.

"Hey guys" the girl said "the Dean said that Mr. Mortage cancelled this day meeting" then she walked away.

All the students followed the girl outside after she announced the news. I followed Miguel outside and he seemed to notice that I'm following him because he stopped.

"What do you want?" he asked with his husky voice

"Can we talk?" I said

"There is nothing to talked about"

What's wrong with him. Its like he didn't like my presence.

"Easy dude remember you just kissed him" one of his friend said

"I didn't kissed this useless piece of shitty faggot" he growl and a tear came out of my eye.

"Dude, you use the 'f' word" Joseph said

"What's wrong with you?" Abby asked

"What 'f' word?" he asked "You mean fag like this one?" he pointed at me.

I didn't saw this coming. What  had gotten into him. I didn't do anything.

"and don't try to act stupid like you didn't used that word to him" he talked to Joseph "you're right in the first place that he is a cocksucker and fag!"

And that hit the spot. I ran away from them, crying. How can he say that from all those years we've been friends and now he changed to be a homophobic person. Lilly saw me running away.

"Kherby, what happe-"

I just ignore him and continue running. Before I entirely leave the building I heard a loud slap. Probably Vanessa slapping Miguel or Abegail.

I just ran and ran not knowing where to go. All I can see is just blur from my tears and not looking back. Even though all I can see is blur I can see Zoey smirking.

I saw Sam across the street smiling but it fade when he saw me. I ran into him but I hit something hard and then I rolled in the street. People start to came closer but my vision is completely black.

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I know I'm sorry T.T Why would Miguel would say that to Kherby and Why did he do that?

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