It Will Always End up being Hurt (BoyxBoy)

||Chapter 7||

Charlie Matthews as Miguel Ried in the picture and soon you will know why I choose that photo in here ;)

Kherby Herfmann

I woke up late sunday morning because last night is a blast spending time with Miguel is just perfect for saturday nights. I did feel kinda sleepy, tired, and I've been..... kissed by someone. My lips are still virgin I admit because I'm not that kind of gay that like many boys to flirt with to have fun. Just being with my friends is all I need in my life and also Miguel for some reason. Ok Kherby stop it just stop thinking about him and just think something else. Sigh. I tried to forget him but it just made it worst, sometimes I think that what if I kiss him would he feel awkward because were both men, I don't know. All I just want is to remove my feelings away from him but I just can't.

"Kherby just tell the truth" I said to myself. "What would I tell" I answered and I feel like a complete idiot right now. "That you love Miguel already" my other half says. "Ok, I love him so much and last night my feelings for him grew bigger and bigger" my second other half gave up.

Great just great, now I would feel uncomfortable when I'm with him or.... not. Just don't tell him your feelings Kherby and everything is gonna be ok, just chill when he is around.

Monday morning came and things are still the same but when I'm with Miguel in the class we got or in the cafeteria I feel butterflies in my stomach and I did seemed to notice something about Miguel when he arrived school, he was full of glee in his face he's always smiling when he's around me and its creeping me out and attracted by him at the same time. The way he smile is just so hot and his face is so charming and freaking handsome. I admitted seeing him everyday makes my day complete.

That's what I feel everyday in my life and one month passes I can't seemed to get any hobbies besides looking at his perfect face and topless pictures in my phone. The school announces that this friday class will be canceled due to the problems that teachers can only handle. Zoey also announces that she will make a big party this friday and anyone who wants to come is invited but we didn't have on mind to come instead we made our friday hang out. Vanessa made this plan that this friday we will go to a pool for a friends time and we all agreed to come. By the day before friday I already pack out my things and I asked permission in my dad and he says its ok he won't be home thursday night because he will move across town to do some work but he will be back sunday night which is perfect because we will be home sunday also.

We all arrived at the pool that Vanessa want us to meet. We had our rooms, girls will be seperated by the boys which made my heart beat so fast because me and Miguel will share in one room and the most bad news is the room only have one bed I repeat ONE BED so it means we had to share in one bed. Great even the univers is finding a way to make things worst. We placed our things on the side and Miguel wandered around the room.

"Great" he mumbled

"What???" I asked

"I said great, this place is great" he stated. Yeah a great place to make love. Ok Kherby I think you should to f*ck up. Your becoming a pervert guy Kherby just stop I keep saying that

"Yeah" I agreed. Then the awkward silence came and we just stared at each other, I'm in a complete tense right now. The whole day we didn't take the pool yet we just hang out in our rooms and tomorrow morning we'll enjoy the pool all day which is Vanessa's idea.

Evening came and its time to sleep. Miguel and I take turns in the shower he came first and I after him. When I got I out of the shower I saw Miguel forming a small bed in the ground which is so cliché of him. I totally saw this one that he would sleep in the ground and he would let me sleep in the bed, not on my watch.

"What are you doing?" I asked which I totally knew the reason

"I'm gonna sleep in here and you would sleep in the bed" he reasoned and I chuckle a small one.

"No, I should be sleeping in there and you should sleep in the bed" I said still standing up, so cliché of me too.

"Its really ok for me" he stated

"No!!" I small yelled and my eyes grew bigger. Great mouth you have Kherby you made him nervous just great. "I mean... let.just.sleep.in.the.bed.together" I continue which makes me blush and him too?

"Its really ok for me to sleep in here" he reasoned again

"No its ok for me sleep with you in the bed"

He gave up because I beg him, when he stand up I completely froze and couldn't move he's just wearing a shorts and nothing else unlike me I'm wearing a pj's, completely boring for me. He turned off the lights and he head to the bed and I followed, at first I was completely shaking and until now I still am. The bed isn't that small its just perfect for the two of us and when lay beside him I got completely nervous and excitememt at the same time because I finally got to sleep beside him and he's just in his shorts. I cuddle into him because he's warm and I like warm person and that maked me sleep directly...