Ragsan; I'll show you

Prologue- Kisses and slaps.

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Already ripped my heart
Out of my chest.
I watched you watch me bleed.
For what is left?
Take whatever you need.

-Tokyo Rose.

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Ragini

I've started drinking from the moment that son of a bitch left me disheartened and shattered. Now, I'm acknowledge as the most cold hearted and terrifying person. No one, not even teachers of our school dared to utter a word contradicting me. I'm topper of my high school, accordingly they don't taunt or have any complaints with me.

My life was going accordingly, every weekend I come to the bar and lead some random guy and then at the right moment I break his heart. Yes, my parents were rich as fuck as a result they always pampered me and let me live the life I wished to. Also, since that incident I became the 'heartbreaker' of my school.

Everything was perfect, until Sanskar barged into my life. No matter where I go, or what I do he always feels the need to follow me. I don't know why he is so hell bent on breaking the walls round my cold heart. I told him enormous number of times, but damn he was one heck of a boy.

Now, I was here at the bar counter drinking, as my other classmates were speaking and dancing with their respective boyfriends or girlfriends. And Sanskar was there sitting with his friends and stealing glances of me. He was the only one, who wasn't petrified of me and talk with me of all people.

Everyone came here for partying which was apparently, held by 'sanskar' consequently he invited me or more like pestered me. I couldn't refuse, as a result I was here feeling tedious and disenchanted. He came up to me and sat next to me, waiting me for to initiate a conversation.

Since I didn't speak anything, undisputedly he initiated a conversation with me.

"So, how are you feeling?"He questioned, pfft wasn't that too oblivious I'm feeling tedious and disenchantment. "Would you mind to dance with me?"I nodded my head in positive.

He took my hand and led me to the dance floor. He wrapped his one arm around my waist and put his other on my shoulder. And we danced slowly, according to the music and boy I must say he was one amazing dancer and I was stepping on his shoe again and again.

I felt sorry for him but again he deserved it for following me whole day and irritating the fuck out of me. He pulled me a little closer to him and we stared into each other's eyes. He had this kind of effect on me, and now also he was doing it purposely.

I felt myself drowning into his eyes and we were a inch apart from the kiss, when Sanskar's phone started ringing. I thanked god for it, boy what the fuck I was getting myself into? He drifted apart from me and went to take up the call. I shrugged and went to have another shot.

I continued drinking, and memories of past flashed in my mind. It made me feel only worse and disheartened more. Why did he have to betray me? Why I was so damn foolish at that time to see boys were nothing but lying bastards? I wished I could go back to the past and change it all.

But what happens in the past, remains in the past! So as I was drinking, I examined that Sanskar was done speaking to the other person and started walking toward me. I swear, I heard my pounding in my chest throbbingly, making me feel butterflies and giving me this tingling sensation.

I hated what he was doing to me? I despised that he know what he was doing me? I loathed he was so damn successful in what he was doing to me? What could I possibly do about this boy!

He was coming to me, when a girl stood in front of him and pulled him by the waist. I was delightful and rhapsodic to that girl because I don't what would I ended up doing if Sanskar came up to me? Maybe, kiss my heart said!

Not that I'd do it, I mean no matter what he's doing I'm emotionless and cold hearted so I wouldn't let him be successful in what he wants. No way, in the hell I'm going to let that happen. He shoved her off and continued walking toward me.

"So, shall we continue what we were about to do?"He smirked. Oh how badly I wished I could wipe that smirk of his face, "Or you are going to keep your tough act on as usual."He retorted.

"There's no way in the hell, I'm going to kiss you."

"Trust me sweetheart, you and I both know what kind of effect I've on you?"

"Oh yeah, try these cheesy dialogue with some other girl but I'm not going to loose my control again and let my emotion take the best of me."

"You weren't so sure about it when we were dancing. Were you?"

"You bastard, stop pestering me and go find someone else who's interested in you."

"You know I only want you to break down the walls that you build round your cold heart and I'll never use you."

"I don't believe in anyone, especially guys like you. Consequently, don't try to force me or you'll regret so badly that you won't even know what hit you?"

"Sweet cheeks, do you think I'm petrified of you and your warnings? No way in the fucking hell. I'm going to do what I want and you're not going to stop me?"

"Let's see if I let y-!"

Before I could speak any further, he placed his lips on mine and kissed me passionately. He pulled me by the waist and deepened the kiss. I pushed him with force and gave him a tight slap. And ran from the club, fuck you Sanskar.

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