Ragsan; I'll show you

Chapter 1- "Asking out"

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Her p.o.v
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I was looking at the window, outside it was raining heavily and I was sipping on a hot chocolate. After he left me, everyday was like this, alone in the house. The fact that  how hardly he broke my heart, showed me the reality of the dark reality surrounding us.

It showed me how the boys in real life were like, rude, arrogant and heartbreakers. That's why I made myself a cold hearted person with no feelings and emotions. Now, no guy will ever be able to make me fall in love with him and play with my trust.

I think that's the best part of being a cold hearted person. No matter how hard anyone tries to make you fall in love with, it's impossible. Shoving away my thoughts, I completed my cup of hot chocolate and went to my college taking my bag and phone with earphones plugged on.

As I entered the college, all the people stood up and immediately went away, because everyone feared me. It was a good thing at least no one would become my friend and try to change my perspective towards life.

But if only that was the case, cause' Sanskar is the guy who tries to do everything to change me and I don't know the reason, I don't know why he doesn't understand that I want to remain the person I am and I don't need anyone trying to change me.

Anyways, as I continue walking Sanskar starts coming towards me. I wonder what he is going to do now. Before he could come up to me, I came up to him and asked him what he wants now. He comes closer to me, ending a bit of gap which was before.

"I just want to be your lover,"He spoke. The words which came out of him, shocked the hell out of me. Was he out of his fucking mind? What even in the hell he was saying? Now I'm damn sure that he lost his goddamn mind, otherwise he would never spoke this words.

"What the fuck you are saying?" I spoke in anger. I hope this is not another stupid plan of his to make me laugh cause' it's not funny at all. I try to leave from there, but he held my arm and stopped me from leaving,

"Calm down sweetheart, it's a joke. Take a joke will you?" He spoke calmly as if he didn't said anything. Like, it was no deal then he continued his words. "Anyways, why are you always angry? Just try to enjoy the things around you and laugh as much as you can cause' life is too short."

After saying this words, he left from there. He didn't give me a chance to reply. I just shoved away what he said, like it was nothing because if I think about it too much, I will let his words affect me and I so don't want that to happen.

He can try all he wants but his words got nothing on me. So I went to attend my classes, after spending few hours listening to lectures and answering the questions teacher asked in the class, as usual I went to the school cafeteria to have a sandwich and a cup of mocha.

I was eating my sandwiches, peacefully when Sanskar came and sat in the chair front of me. Instead of leaving away, I ignored him and continued eating like he wasn't even present there. He waved at me but I didn't wave back. He might have thought it was rude but I don't give a fuck.

"Ignoring me won't do anything good. But anyways, I want to take you out somewhere at six pm, before you refuse me just come for once if you don't enjoy spending time with me this will be the last time I will ask to take you out. Bye," he left from there in hurry before listening to me.

Even though I want to refuse his offer I just might, go out with him for once and after that I'm pretty sure he will stop coming after me as I'm going to reject him and I think it would be no surprise for him.

I know it is wrong of me to do something like that, but if I don't do it he will break my heart one or the other day. Like my ex did, all the boys are same and nothing in this world can ever change guys they were born to be heartbreakers and they will remain like that.

I complete my sandwich and mocha. I throw my tray in trash can and I leave from there. After attending all my classes, the bell rang and I straight away went to my house cause' I've to get ready also for only two hours are left and then Sanskar will come to take me out.

I took a quick shower and change myself into some nice clothes and put on a bit makeup. Even though I shouldn't bother looking good for going out with him, I don't want to like someone who just woke up from sleep and is ready to go out. At least I should look decent while going out.

I look at my phone, the time has finally arrived. I wear my bellies and take my pink handbag with me. After that, I locked my house and went outside of the apartment. He was there, looking handsome as usual but I won't let him know that. Ok! I'm ready to do this finally he will be out of my life for the better.

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So how's the first chapter fellas? I hope you enjoyed it!! I might, just might update another chapter next week, until then stay tuned!!

Bye!!<3