Dimitri's P.O.V
Why dose this always happen?
I think to myself sat in my office chair were I am to normally reside when thinking.
I cant help the feelings of guilt that follow after I show Annabella some affection or love, this guilt stems from my feeling I am betraying my former mate,
Even though I know she can never come back I still feel this duty towards her.
While these thoughts tried to consume me whole there was a knock on my door I knew who it was because of the strong oda that made me hesitant to speak none the less I gave them permission to come in.
She sat on the chairs in front of me fiddling with her fingers the ang wish i felt coming from her was strangling me I couldn't help the thoughts that crossed my mind that it should be the other way around, shaking my head free of those thoughts once again I took the decision to speak first
"Annabella my dear?"
She looked up at me with such innocence I couldn't handle it so I looked away, but then she asked me a question Id hoped would never come out of her mouth
"Do you not like me? Did I displease you?"
This shook me for one and froze me to my spot were all I could do was blink even breathing was becoming harder and the feeling of suffocation was creeping up on me even more now I tried to swallow the lump in my throat but it was impossible so I just opened my arms for her
however her hesitation was visible in her actions she came over to my none the less I hoisted her up on my lap and stroked her back.
"What makes you think these thoughts child?"
I asked wanting to know the answers imediently so I could squash them and ease her mind of any doubts
"I feel when you look at me your looking into the eyes of another"
Her words rang in my head for a moment I was confused but then I began to understand, when I look at her she must feel I am looking into the eyes of my deceased mate,
however she dose know I had a mate once from her finding a photo of the two of us together but she dose not yet know the reason I look at her the way I do because she is yet to know we are mates.
"Annabella when I look at you I am only looking into your eyes no one else's, all of my attention is on you now stop these impure thoughts"
After saying this I thought of myself as a hipacrit with all the impure thoughts I have but she need not know about my demonds at this point in time.
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The Beast That loved
WerewolfDimitri was a cold man, who only ever cared about one person in his entire life ,his mate. He adored her and would have done anything for her ,however he could not do the one thing she needed him to...take away her pain. She died 3 years ago of a si...
