Tragic One Shots

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Happy Tragic Ending
- 2nd POV
- angst
- tragedy
- sad

You're sitting there - watching them. Watching them smile at each other and have fun. You wished you had fun - oh wait; you did. DID. You had tons of fun with her. And she too with you. But what did you do? You broke up with her and rejected her tons of times.

You feel this heavy feeling on your chest - a heavy feeling you wish would go away. The heavy feeling you get when someone you love cries in front of you. Oh, she did that. Don't you remember? She cried in front of you. And exactly what did you do? Riiiight, you were too cold hearted to the fact that you did nothing.

And what next? Oh yeah, you decided to be best friends with her for the meantime. Yeah, cool. Everything went fine. Everything went well. She was happy, you were happy. Everything was not perfect like it used to before but it was enough.

Although the sad thing was you got bored, didn't you? Funny how you decided to ignore her messages because she was getting boring for you. You're amazing, really. Playing with her feelings as if she's some kind of rag doll?

And how about two weeks into your break up, you decided to tell her you had feelings for her best friend that was the main reason of your break up. Why? Cause she's the type of girl you can talk to up to 2 in the morning? Why? Was she not enough for you? Was she too boring for you? Did she have to be more? To do more? Did she have to change to become more interesting??

Well sorry if she's not sociable, sorry if she has a hard time socializing, sorry if she's secretive, sorry if she's quiet and not as outgoing as the next girl.

Let's go back to the first day of school, the time you decided to mess with her feelings again - to abuse your power over her. Hugging her, giving her love gestures and such things yet you tell her that you're doing nothing to make her fall for you? Shall I get detailed??

You feel a swell of pride in your heart every single time she confesses that she hasn't moved on yet - how sickening of you. You're happy cause of what? Cause you have confirmation that you can play with her feelings all you want??

Can't you already see she's worth it?? She forgave you easily, accepted you, did everything for you to notice her, she even loved you even when you loved another.

Don't abuse her love for you.

Cause having a person that loves you deeply - which occurs rarely in this world filled with lifeless people. She chose you over things unimaginable yet what do you do??

And of course, at the time you least expect it - she disappears. Not physically; but emotionally. She wasn't there for you anymore when you had a failing mark, she didn't watch you play basketball anymore, she didn't care if you didn't eat lunch anymore, she wasn't smiling anymore when you performed on stage. Oh you both passed by the hallways? She didn't even spare a glance at you. How sad.

You feel that? That sinking feeling in your heart? That feeling wherein you just lost your reason to live? What happened to your smile? Why is it gone? Oh right, cause she's not there to make you do so.

She's not there for you anymore.

She's done. She's hurt. And you pushed her too much.

And now what are you doing? Sulking over the fact that she's with another guy. The guy whom you insult just because you're threatened by him. Why so? Cause you're scared she might really and successfully fall for him? Why? Didn't you notice? He waited for her for a year now, don't you think he deserves her? A true gentleman.

And get this; he swore that he would do everything in his power to keep her - to make him his and stay his.

How about you?

All you did was promise her to make her yours - not keep her.

There's a difference.

So how does it feel?