White Rose

Chapter 19

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY 🎂 🎊🎉🎁🎈 I MAY DO A DOUBLE UPDATE JUST BECAUSE!

(Don't do drugs guys. This is just a story.)

"So, what are you plans for me today?" I asked Louis as him, Zayn, and I watched t.v. in their dorm.

"I don't think I have anything today." Louis spoke after taking a sip of beer.

"But I'm so ready to do something! I've been ready since you checked that one thing off the list." I said referring to us having sex, but, in code so Zayn wouldn't understand what I was trying to say.

"If you're trying to hide the fact that Louis and you fucked, don't, I already know." Zayn said with a chuckle.

"But-" I started and looked at Louis not being able to continue.

Louis shrugged and I turned back to Zayn.

"He tells me everything. We're best friends Harry."

"Oh." I spoke hushed while nodding.

"Oh Harry." Louis said getting up and then walking over to me. "It's fine." he smiled and patted my leg.

He then walked into the kitchen to throw away an empty beer bottle.

"Okay well-" I then said. "-there has to be something going on. There always is."

"You're right." Zayn nodded.

"Why am I right?"

"No Z." Louis said shaking his head and sitting back down. "He is not ready for something like that."

"Something like what?" I asked.

"I think he'd have fun. We were already going to go without him anyways. Why not bring him?"

"Yeah." I nodded. "Why not bring me?"

"Because he could kill himself." Louis continued talking to Zayn as they ignored me.

"I mean, maybe." Zayn nodded. "But everyone thinks that way before they do it. Once they do it, it's all good."

"Zayn no." Louis spoke.

"Oh my god!" I yelled to get their attention. "Fucking tell me!"

Zayn laughed and Louis looked at me surprised.

"Wanna go to a pill party?" Zayn then asked turning to me.

"Pill party?" I asked.

"Yeah." he nodded.

"What is that?"

"It's when you have to pick a pill from a bowl, take it, and then you can enter the party. You never know what you're gonna get." Louis spoke. "That's the fun part."

"So I could get like an aspirin or Advil?"

"Yeah." Louis nodded but Zayn then added, "Or Ecstasy and Xans."

I nodded with wide eyes.

"See?" Louis said turning to Zayn. "He is not ready for a party like that."

"No, I'm ready." I spoke up without really thinking anything through.

"Are you sure?" Louis asked and I found myself nodding.

"Alright then." Zayn clapped and got up. "Let's get ready then."

I then followed Louis into his room so I could change. I mean, I could've just gone to my own dorm, but Louis said he wanted me to look sexy. He said, "church boy clothes don't equal pill party attire", so I'm getting dressed in his attire.