White Rose

Chapter 11

"No fucking way bro?" Zayn asked as him, Louis, and I sat in their living room just moments after I found out about Taylor and Calvin.

"Yeah." I nodded not even caring about looking weak in front of them. I couldn't contain my tears. They just flowed right out of me.

"That bitch." Louis said getting up. "I'm going to break Calvin's nose and give Taylor a p-"

"No Louis." I said getting up and blocking him. "You aren't going to do anything."

"But look at you." He spoke pointing to me. "You look like a kicked puppy for fucks sake."

"I'm okay." I said and we both sat down. "I have to get over this is all... this massive heartbreak." I spoke and started crying again.

"We have to do something." Louis said to Zayn.

"Like what?" he asked. "The only thing I would do is have sex with someone-"

"-Harry's not at the level of bad ass yet."

"-or go to a strip club." he spoke finishing his sentence that Louis interrupted.

Louis smiled and turned to me.

"Oh no." I said shaking my head. "I'm not going to a strip club."

"You don't have to have sex with anyone Sir Harold." Louis said rolling his eyes. "All you have to do is watch pretty girls dance up on a stage and maybe you'll be lucky enough for one to sit in your lap and make you excited."

"I don't want to get excited. I don't want that."

"Then I'll tell them not to touch you."

I looked at Louis and Zayn's pleading eyes... so I said okay, and off we went.

The whole car ride there I was regretting it, but I knew that I needed this. I needed to get out and forget about Taylor. I need to be an adult like she is now. Maybe I should loose myself to someone soon? Maybe a man if I'm up for it?

I mean, kissing Louis was exciting, adventurous, and bad ass as he would say. I wasn't grossed out or anything. It felt nice and it felt right. But, I do want to loose it to a girl as well. I've been teased for years with Taylor. I want to know what it's like.

"What are you think about?" Louis asked opening my door.

"Nothing."

"Well it seems like something."

"Why?"

"Because we've been sitting here for five minutes waiting for you to get out of the damn car."

"Oh." I laughed. "I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Louis smiled. "Come on."

So I got out of the car and followed him into the strip club.

The moment I walked in, I smelled weed, sweat, peanuts, and I didn't think I could, but sex. It was all in a whole whiff and I wanted to throw up and walk out of the club.

"Isn't this great?" Zayn asked turning to me with a wide smile on his face.

"Fantastic." I spoke monotone while looking around.

"If you don't like it, then we can go I guess." Louis said and I could see a slight frown on his face.

"No, it's fine. We can stay."

"Are you sure? We don't have to. I understand what just happened is rough and this is a lot for your little virgin self." he spoke half joking, but half being serious.

"It's cool." I said and sat down at a table.

They joined me.

"I promise it's fun when the ladies start dancing." Zayn spoke right when the music started and the lights dimmed low.

I felt immediate chills when the song Tainted Love started playing... and it was the Marilyn Manson version.

(the song)

"Did you do your homework?" Louis asked into my ear since it was too loud in the bar to talk normally.

"Yes!" I shouted back. "It's a cover by Marilyn!"

"Good boy!" he said and kissed my cheek.

He then turned his attention to the stage that was now full of women in trench coats.

As the beat and bass dropped, all of the women started swaying their bodies and their hands started to move up and down their bodies. From their stomachs, to their breast, to their faces, and even down to their area.

When he started to sing was when they started to slowly undo their coats and one by one they took them off. All I could see were bras, panties, and skin. Skin for miles and miles on these women.

I could feel myself get excited and they weren't even on me.

I had never seen this type of stuff before. I've never watched porn before. I've never watched movies with nudity. I didn't even watch the health class videos in middle and high school. I've never ever seen a women and her absolute lovely beautiful body.

I just sat there with my mouth open, ready to catch flies, as they danced about on the lined up poles. Every pole had a girl attached to it and had hips and legs going up and down it.

I... I... I can't even describe the feeling of seeing this... all I know is, I think I'm a man now.

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