Wedding Crashed!!

I do love you Noah-chapter 11

Previously:
Alright Puck.
New mission. Get your princess back and try to tell her what is going on with your brain.

Puck's POV
My amygdala. I didn't even know what the hell that was but now it makes sense. The doctor said that it is in my temporal lobe and that any harm to that side of your head can damage it. I told him that I had banged my head on the wall continuously after I lost Rachel in the Dalton parking lot. He said that is probably why it is damaged. I asked if it could be genetics and I could guys be this way since you know I have my dad's genes. He said no. But you know thsts good news. That means I won't ever be who my dad is. But seriously, how am I going to tell her that I wasn't me who hurt her and something happened in my brain that made me do what I did.

Rachel's POV
I know what Puck did Sebastian should know but I think something is going on with him. 2 weeks ago I went to play with Lily since Puck is apparently so heartbroken that he can't get ok if bed. Well that day he was out of the house but Lily told me that he was acting weird. That he actually scared her. That he yelled at her and she was so scared that same ran because she didn't know what to do. That he never even yelled at her. I knew that wasn't him to scare Lily. I though thatbwss weird. But when he hurt me I knew something was up. I should ask him but we haven't really talked since the whole arm thing. Granted it was a week ago but still. I think I should go see a doctor with him if he doesn't know. You know for moral support.

At school
After I closed my locker I saw Puck out of the corner of my eye. He was walking toward me with his head down. Like he was ashamed or something. Weird, he is never embarrassed about anything.
Puck:"Hey. Um, I need to tell you something and please before you leave, just hear me out. Okay?"
Rachel:"Okay, fine. What? I have class to get to."
Puck:"Okay. So last week what I did wasn't me. Well it was me but something happened in my brain. My emotions are out of control and I have proof. I went to the doctor and that is what he told me. I scared Lily when she was talking about you, she was saying she missed you and she got me mad because the thought of you with someone like Sebastian makes me angry so I meant to just simply tell Lily to stop but something happened and I went off on her and she got scared. I knew that was weird but I shrugged it off since I thought that the thought just made me angrier than I actually was but I guess I was wrong. So when I hurt you I knew something was wrong and that I needed to fit to the doctor. He said I damaged my amygdala in my temporal lobe when I was banging my head against the wall after the whole Dalton parking lot break up. I am so sorry that I hurt you and I wanted to be friends but I completely understand if you don't want to be friends. And I also completely understand if Sebastian wants to beat me up. I'll take it. I know if we were still dating and someone did what I did I would beat them up too"
Rachel:"Oh my God! Okay that makes sense and seb doesn't want to beat you up"
After I said that he just looked up at me confused.
Rachel:"I didn't tell him what you did. I went over to play with Lily and she told me that you had scared her. I thought that was weird that you snapped at her and then when you hurt me, I knew something was up. To be completely honest I was going to ask you what was wrong in glee today. But thank you for telling me. And we can be friends. Just friends, okay? I'm sorry but I love seb."
He looked alittle down so I picked his chin up and missed him on the cheek. I saw him smile and I said I would see him in glee. After I said that out of the corner of my eye I saw Fuinn trying to trying to hide around the corner and listen to put conversation.
Ugh, they really need to get lives.
Rachel:"Finn and Quinn. Get lives and stop trying to eavesdrop. And if you are at least try to hide. I saw you two the entire time. Jeez"
Fuinn:"at the same time we weren't eavesdropping!"
Rachel:"Uh huh sure"
I tell back and walk away. They are the most pathetic couple ever. Ugh. But in a more serious note, what am I going to do about Puck. He is really hurt and because of me. If I didn't break up with him in the parking lot he wouldn't of banged his head against the wall and damaged his brain. Oh this is all my fault! And it's only going to get worse with me dating seb. Maybe I should break up with him. But I do love him. But I also love Puck. Uuggghhh, I am so torn. Oh I gotta do work. I mean I am still going to school to get an education.

After school
Puck's POV
I'm glad I told Rachel what is going on with my brain. She said it was okay and she would help me through it. That's definitely why I love her. Oh man I really need to get over her. She is with Smythe. Not me. Ugh and it's all that bitch Quinn's fault. I am seriously going to do more than knock her up this time. Im not going to date her. Hell no. Oh but I think I should sing Rachel a song today. Ooh an I have the perfect song.

In glee club
Mr Shue:"So Anyone got any songs to sing that we could use for regionals?"
Puck:"I have a song but I don't know if we could use it for regionals."
Shue:"Well let's hear it."

(Life after you by Daughtry)

Ten miles from town
And I just broke down
Spitting out smoke on the side of the road
I'm out here alone
Just trying to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already I know
Believe me I won't stop at nothing
To see you so I've started running

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I think that all that still matters
Is love ever after
After the life we've been through
Cause I know there's no life after you

The last we talked
The night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must of been high
To say you and I
Weren't meant to be and just wasted my time
Oh why did I ever doubt you
You know I would die here without you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As only as I'm laughing with you
I think that all that still matters Is love ever after
After the life we've been through
Cause I know there's no life after you

You and are right and wrong
There's no other one
After the time I spent alone
It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinking about the better times
Must of been out of my mind
So I'm running back to tell
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I'd do
Yeah all that I'm after is a life of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I think that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
Cause I know there's no life after you
No there's no life after you
No there's no life after you
No there's no life after you
No there's no life after you
No there's no life after you
No there's no life after you
No there's no life after you
Yea

Shue:"Wow Puck. That is really powerful."
Rachel:"Did you mean it?"
Quinn:"How do you know it's about you manhands?"
Santana:"Shut up Quinn. It may be about Rupaul but I sure as hells it ain't about you. Even if it is about Rachel, that's okay cause I have my Britt."
Quinn scoffs and leaves.
Puck:"Yea I did. I know I can't love without you and that there's no life after you"
Seb:"Um? No Rachel, you remember that you are dating me right?"(Sebastian didn't transfer but he was there. Just go with it😂😂)
Rachel:"Sorry seb. I do love you but not like I love my Noah"
Just then she gets up and kisses me. And of course I kiss back. I love her, how could I not?
Ugh my head is starting to hurt again.
Rachel:"Noah?"
Why did Rachel slur her words?
That is when I hit the floor and completely black out.

PLEASE READ!!!!
A/N Hey guys so here you go for this week. Only one more week before I don't have to choreograph. It is due this week. But I just want to say something real quick. One of my friends was thinking of suicide because her life was too hard. Now I didn't include anything I this chapter but I wanted to tell anyone that is thinking of self harm or suicide to STOP AND GET HELP. There are thousands of helplines out there. And you can message me anytime of day about your problems. I AM HERE FOR ANYONE. I hate the thought of suicide or cutting or anything that can hurt you. Okay now I'm done but please stop hurting yourself or trying to kill yourself. Suicide numbers are WAY too high.
Okay, now I'm done
Bye!
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Oh and I just published a new book so please go and read that one!
Okay love you all!