Bloody Hell (Jc Caylen)(Skins: James Cook)

Is That Your Boyfriend?

I thought this picture was really funny.😂😂

Jc

Oh my God, I kissed a guy. Not like pretend for a video, but really kissed one because I liked him. Oh my God! I like Cook! I'm not even sure that I'm gay. How can I like another guy?

There's a jillion things going through my head right now, but that moment when we kissed there was nothing going through head but him and the softness of his lips and how it tasted. I liked it.

I was so stupid for telling those things on the beach this afternoon. I could see that I hurt him. I don't ever want to hurt him. I should have went after him when he started to leave, but I didn't. Oh, I'm such a dick!

When I said that I couldn't like guys it was more me convincing myself, me trying so hard for it not to be true. But I  could help it, I wanted to kiss him. And it was the best thing I ever did. Ever since that time in my bedroom I felt the urge to kiss him. I was just denying myself that pleasure.

After the kiss, we kissed some more and then stayed sitting on the rock with Cook's head on my shoulder and my arms wrapped around him, looking out to the sea. After a while he got a text from Kain saying that he was leaving and if he wanted a ride back. He texted him saying that he was catching a ride with me.

Right now we're head to his apartment. We drove in comfortable silence. I drove with one hand and held his hand with the other.

I turned my head towards him as he looked out the window looking a the palm trees. He saw me looking at him through the window and smiled. I smiled back and kissed his hand that I was holding.

I parked the car, killed the engine. We both got out of the car and went up to his apartment. He took his keys out of his pocket and unlocked the door. He took off his shoes as he enter and I did the same, closing the door.
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It was now two in the morning. I'm stroking Cooks hair as we lay in his bed with our shirts off. Cook is resting his head on my chest. "So," I start, "how long have you liked me for?"

"That day when I came over to your house." He answers, with his head still against my chest. "Yeah? That's when I started having feelings for you too."

A moment later there was complete silence. I looked down to see a sleeping James. I smiled. He looks so cute sleeping.

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Cook

The next I woke up, my arms wrapped around Jc. Hat was the best sleep I've ever had. No bad dreams. I felt safe and really happy. I looked at the clock that was on my night stand and saw it was 6:00am. I am surprised that I woke up this early. I tried to get up, making sure that I didn't wake up Justin. But when I finally got out of his grip my laptop started making noise.

I cursed aloud and ran over to my desk to make it stop. It was a Skype call from Naomi. I plugged my headphones in and answered it.

"Hey, Nomes its 6 in the morning. Come on." I whined.

"Nice to see you too Fucker." She laughed. "I feel like I haven't talked to you in forever."

"You talked to last weekend." I say in a flat tone.

"I know but that still..." she trailed off. She brought her face closer to the screen and squinted her eyes. "Um Cook?"

"Yeah."

"Who's on your bed? OMG! Is that you boyfriend?" She says teasingly.

Oh shit

"Uh no one." Was what I said.

That's when I heard ruffles on the bed.

Double oh shit.

"Who are you talking to?" Jc asked sitting up on the bed.

"Uh no one." I reaped in panic. Uh, someone kill me now.

"No one?!" Naomi ask. "So that's what I am to you now? No one?" Where is that someone to kill me. I would really appreciate it.

He stood up and stared walking to where I was. I sighed then moved out of the way to show him who was on the my computer screen. I took out the headphones out of the jack, seeing that I don't need it anymore. "This is my best friend Naomi. Naomi this is Justin." I introduced.

"Uh. Hi, you can call me Jc if you'd like." Jc says smiling.

"Hi, Jc. So are you Cook's boyfriend cause I asked him and he didn't answer."

Justin Chuckles at this.

"Naomi!"

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I have been wondering if they should start dating or not. Does it feel to early for them or is it fine?