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"will you stop! I already said it's okay two blocks ago"

Jongin looked up to Sehun, still teary eyes.

"I'm sorry, I just reacted..."

Sehun smirked,

He bent down a bit to level with the short boy,

"Were you possibly jealous?"
Jongin looked up and directly faced him,

"Don't you think your to close?"
Jongin avoided making eye contact,

"No, this shouldn't bother you. We're just friends aren't we?"
Jongin looked up again with sad eyes, and nodded slowly.

"Look here shortie, why exactly did you do that?"

"Do what"
Jongin finally broke off first and walked off in front of Sehun. Making Sehun follow from behind.

"So just 5 minutes ago you were saying a bunch of I'm sorry's and now you completely forgot what you did?"

Jongin didn't respond instead he walked quicker,

"Hey! for a short man you walk pretty fast"

"Why are you like this?!"
Jongin turned to face him,

"Like what?"

Jongin did nothing but look at the ground and walk inside the building.

"Hey you do realize we are roommates so you will have to see eachother at some point!"
Jongin ignored Sehun's words.

He opened the door to their dorm,

"How was the date princess?"

"Jimin do you ever know how to keep that big mouth of yours shut?"

Jimin stood up,

"Big mouth? At least this big mouth can take a 6 inch-"

"What are you guys talking about?"

Their conversation was cut off by the youngest one of them all,

"We are talking about how my big mouth here can take in a 6 inche-"

"Shut up Jimin!"
Jongin slapped him and ran towards Mark to pull him back into their room.

"Hey! What are you doing? And why did you slap him?"

Mark pouted,

"You're just a baby keep your innocent mind."

"I'm 18.."

"A baby"

Mark shrugged,

"What are we doing today??"

Mark smiled brightly and clinged onto the other boys arm.

"Whatever you want"

Jongin patted the boys head.

"Hey shortie you left without saying anything else!"

Sehun saw Mark cling onto Jongin.

"So are you two now a thing?"

"Why are you only thinking the worst Sehun?"

Sehun scoffed,

"It's hyung for you"

"I'm older!"

"You act younger!"

"No I do not!"

"Yes you do!"

Mark was just being a bystander in their argument, however he managed to zone out.

Why am I here? Why are they here? Do I really want to go into SM? What if I'm not good enough? Am I good enough? I can dance, I can sing and rap. I'm good enough! What if this is a scam what if the world is a scam? What if the whole world was fake? What if we were just characters in a book someone was reading? And when we sleep the person reading just closed the book... Questions...

"MARK!"

"I'm mark!"
Jongin and Sehun looked at the boy with Confused eyes.

"Will you please tell Sehun we aren't a thing!"

"Oh yes of course, hyung. Jongin and I are not a thing, we're simply just friends"

Sehun nodded,

"Get out I'm going to talk to the shortie"

"Will you stop calling me that"

Jimin came into the room slightly pushing Sehun,

"Hey princess! You left your phone!"

"Princess?"
Sehun and Jimin did nothing but stare,

"Can both of you get out please??"

"No!"

They both said it in unison,

Jongin did nothing but clench his fist,

"Why am I surrounded by idiots?"

"Hey!"

"Except for you Mark,"

"Oh, okay yay!"

Jongin waited till both boys finally left the room, He crawled into his bed and covered his small body with the blanket. Letting small tears fall.

Sadly his sobs were uncontrollable,

Mark heard ever single one of his quiet cries.

"Hey, Jongin are you okay?"

"Yeah.. yeah I'm fine"

And with the last word Jongin completely broke down,

Mark made his way to the others bed and cuddled Jongin.

"Do you want to talk about it?"
He began to stroke his hair, causing Jongin to remember the sad night Minseok used to spend with him.

He missed Minseok so much, especially in moments like these. He needed his best friend more than ever. But Mark cares for him as much as Minseok did.

"I just, I don't get him anymore. He's supposed to hate me, why is he like this? Why is he treating me just as a friend? He knows what I really want, he knows I want to be more than friends. But I feel like he's doing this on purpose. To make me feel bad or something, but doesn't he know I already feel bad? He doesn't understand that just treating me as a friend is making my heart break more and more every second."

Mark cupped his face and made Jongin face him,

"You know punching him could work?",

Jongin giggled a bit,

"Who is he?"

"That's not important.."

"Do you not want me to punch him back to his senses?"

Jongin punched him lightly in his chest,

"You should get to sleep, you have a class early in the morning."
Before Mark could completely get up and go into his bed Jongin grabbed his wrist and pulled him back,

"Could you stay here? I can't sleep without someone hugging me when I'm hurt.."
Mark looked at him,

"Uhh.."

"I'm sorry that was stupid, it's just my best friend used to do that. I shouldn't have asked that question.."

"No no it's okay, I'll stay."
Jongin gave him a small smile,

Jongin didn't realize that the walls were basically paper thin, And that there was one person awake in the other room.

Sehun.

A few tears fell from Sehun's eye's as he heard the boy talk from his room.

"As much as I try, I can't find a way to hate you Jongin. I can still safely say I'm in love with you, possibly even more than I ever was. But I just can't, I can't do this until I trust you fully once again."

Sehun whispered while he let his tears fall down his cheeks.

"I'm sorry, but it's just how it is.."

HELLO MY MUFFINS!

Y'ALL THOUGHT I DIED HUH??

NOPE IM BACK!

KDNDIXNX

IDK WHAT ELSE TO SAY SO

JH out ✌




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