My Mommy

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* Told as the mother's point of view younger*

My life.. I don't wanna talk.. Talking got me no where with him..
" Little girl come on Daddy wants to get laid." He said drunkenly. I hide but it's no use.. he grabs me by my legs.. I have my Pjs on from when my mother tucked me in. " Daddy wants to get laid honey, so Daddy needs you" he whispered to me. He took off my top.. pulled his pants down.. and then mine with my underwear.. he stuck it inside of me making my body bleed with pains.. " Daddy that hurts why are you doing this?" I asked. He never answered me.. it was rape I know... I was a sexual abused child but my kids can never know. My father was a bad man.. My brothers never knew this was going on I have 3. I got pregnant by the Age of 16 with my boyfriend. We would fight all the time about our baby. " HIS NAME WILL BE JASON" I screamed. " Fine you little bitch don't expect me to raise him!" He yelled. I rubbed my stomach I could feel Jason's scared body. " Jason.. we will get through this together.." I calmly said to my stomach. Jason stopped kicking as hard. When it was time to give birth to the baby I didn't want too. I wanted him to stay In me, be my beautiful bestie.
* 10 minuets later*
I heard his first breath, his first cry. The nurse handed me this bundle of joy. " A name honey." She asked. " Jason Jackson." I said.

*8 Months later*
Jason's father was here to visit for custody. He had gotten me really drunk. " How about we take this to go?" He whispered. " YES YES YES." I Moaned. He left that morning. I couldn't get a hold of him but later found out he was sleeping with my bestfriend.
*1weeks later*
" Jason guess ur going to be a big brother!" I said happy. I called Jason's father to tell him the good news... " great another pussy I have to deal with." He said drinking. "DONT  be in ur children's life's then!!." I yelled and slammed the phone.
*8 Months later*
I haven't talked to Jason's father since I got pregnant. " Jason honey mommy needs you to be good for a second." I said. " Jason looked up at me with his huge blue eyes starring not knowing what I'm saying. " Jason..." I said until. My water broke... I called my brother he drove me to the hospital. " I can't do this anymore!" I yelled. " Push sweetie and it will all be over." She said. I heard the baby cries. " It's a girl you have a girl." The nurse said. Jason was brought into the room much later to meet his new baby sister. Then again...

* 1 years later*
" Come on Jason!" My Mom yelled. Jason was now about 3 and a half he could walk and talk. Sometimes I wish he didn't talk so much. My baby girl Jenna is now 1 year and a half I've been so in love with having a girl finally.  My new husband Devin and me are welcoming a new baby. I'm already 8 months and wow.
*Hayden's Birth*
After 2 kids the pain is kinda like numb can't feel it anymore." Push Push." the nurse said. I push.. of course.. " It's a boy!!" I heard Devin yell. Another son.. I wanted a girl but a son works. But then the nurse said something that ruined me. " He's not breathing!!" She yelled. My face went full panic. " Devin!!!" I screamed. Devin was at my side in a second. " Honey everything will be all right he just needs to go get checked out." He said softly.
* 2 hours later*
" Where's my baby!!" I yelled. " He's in the NCU He should be okay though."  The nurse said. " My baby is in critical condition already." I said starting to cry.
* 3 hours later *
" here you go he needs to be on this tube because of what had happened." The nurse handed me him. " Hayden." I said.. Devin smiled
* 7 months after Hayden was born*
Blake.. came into the picture.. " Blake not so hard." I said wowed. " Oh Amelia not so loud." He laughed. I could feel his every moment. I had just cheated on my husband with this man. " Blake.. Ahh.. I need.." I started to say but couldn't end up finishing. " Amelia I know.. But this is so much more fun." He said starting to lower himself. " Oh my god Blake!!" I moaned. Of course pregnancy..
* About 3 Months in*
" Devin please don't go!!" I yelled. " I can't stand here Amelia while you are pregnant with another man!!" He screamed. " Devin please I need you, Jason and Jenna and Hayden need you!!" I was in tears now. He left anyway but texted me something. " I'm going to get half custody of Hayden." He texted. What have I done I though..
* 4 Months later *
We were divorced.. my doctor appointment was today and I asked Blake to come with me. " Ahhh we are having a baby, we are having a baby!" He said Cheerfully. " Yes we are!" I said to repeat him. " Hello I will be taking ur ultrasound today." The nurse said. Okay so she took the ultrasound but stopped. " Honey ur having twins!!" She said excited. Twins... the words is hard... " Great!" I fake said. " Twins!!!" Blake screamed.
* 4 more months*
Twins... are twins.. are due... any day.... Blake and me ended up getting married because now we are going to raise 5 kids. The twins would be tiny babies. " Mommy ur belly is huge!!" I heard Jason say. " Jason honey mommy is going to give you more sibling!" I said neverous. " More people to play with instead of Jenna!!" He said happy. " Yes Jason." I said scared.
*Birth Of Twins*
Pushing pushing... " TWO BOYS!!" I heard Blake scream. More boys is all I though Jenna is my only girl. " Blake I wanna name them Alex and Keegan." I said softly. " Alex and Keegan sound perfect." He whispered.
*1 Months later *
Devin was remarried he had half custody of Hayden. Blake and me got divorced because raising 5 kids wasn't easy. He got half custody of Alex and Keegan.
* 3 Months later*
I've remarried a beautiful man named Chris. " Chris just so you know I'm not having anymore babies." I said. " Baby, I like the kids we got." He said..
Now back to the future...
( Sorry it's a longer one) :)

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