Fading Too Quickly

A Fight?!

-Name Calling. Offensive Name Calling ahead-
~Few Minuets Later~

I walked down to Token's locker, but stopped in sight when I saw Token and Nicole talking... Well, yelling.

I could hear them basically screaming to the other while the other either didn't listen or didn't care.

"Token, why are you hanging out with a little faggy ass bitch like him?! He deserves to die!!" Nicole said. It was true I deserve t- "Oh yeah, sure, like how you need everything that you want?! That's not how the world works! If I want to hang out with my friend, then I am going to!! You can't stop me from doing what I wanna do!" Token yelled loudly out to her.

Everyone around them stopped moving and looked at them. They left an opening for me to see. "WHAT?!?! I DEMAND you to stay away from that FUCKING FAGGOT!!!!" When she said that, she pointed directly at me. At this point, I wanted to cry and run away.

Something stopped me though, that something being Craig and Tweek standing beside me on either side, like they didn't want me running. That's when I saw it happen, Token slapped Nicole. Many gasp went around, even one from me. She said for him to not come near me, and he slapped her for that?! He looked her directly in the eyes and said, "We are over with. I don't care what you say, I don't care what you do, the only thing I'M saying for YOU to do, is stay. Away. From. My. Clyde."

With that, Token turned to me, Craig and Tweek moving away. Token grabbed my hand and started to pull me outside. I glanced at Token. "Why did you do that? I thought you loved her-" He cut me off. "Loved her? Clyde, my dad set me up with her, I never loved her." Token said, looking at me once we were outside and a good distance away from the school. I loomed up at him. "So then... Who do you love?" He smiled. "I'll show you.'

I was ready to be dragged for him to show me like a really hot girl in his eyes, but what surprised me is that he kissed me. I hesitated a bit, but soon kissed back, wrapping my arms gently around his neck, his in my hips. We stayed like that, eventually moving on to French kissing. He tilted his head a bit, deepening the kiss. We soon pulled away sadly for air. Panting lightly, we looked at each other before Token asked, "What have you done to yourself? No lying." I sighed and unwrapped my arms from his neck, taking off my jacket. The cuts were there, I must have forgotten the bandages this morning, or they fell off.

Token frowned. "What else?" I said. "I haven't been eating. The voices come every night. Suicidal thoughts come to my mind..." I started tearing up. Token hugged me. I continued. "...I feel like I'm not good enough for you. The pain hurts to much, I can't hope anymore. Pain doesn't end. The pain doesn't end-" I started to feel lost, now I'm crying in Token's chest while he rubbed my back gently. I fell to my knees and Token went down with me, not leaving my side. "Has this happened before?" He asked, which I nodded. It happened a while back when everyone made fun of me when I said I didn't have a mom, crying myself to sleep, not eating, nothing.

Everyone made fun of me and that's how I got the title 'Crybaby'. If my mom saw me in a state like this, she would kill me, but still try to help me.

"I wish you were here, mom."

I continued crying, the cuts opening and bleeding on my clothes.

At least I have him back... right?