Our Journey (the Fourth Book in the Her Weakness series)

Chapter 94

Clarke's POV      (It gets smutty)

Lexa's face is close to mine, looking into my eyes as she reaches behind me to undo the zipper. I can feel the fabric around my upper body loosen. Lexa slides her hands up my arms before helping me get them out of the sleeves that now sag against my shoulders without the zipper to keep them in place. The top half of my dress flops downward. The bottom half held up by one part that wraps around my waist, an elastic band inside of the dress to make it hug my curves. That's all that's holding it up now.

Lexa crouches down in front of me and gently pulls the dress down, being careful so the elastic doesn't try to keep the dress in place and drag against my legs as she pulls it down. Once she gets lower, Lexa gets on her knees instead of just crouching. I lift one leg at a time, Lexa helping me step out of my dress.

With my dress now pooled on the floor, I'm almost naked. I'm only in my bindings and underwear. Lexa's just in her pants and underwear.

And now, I can't help focusing on how I have a topless, nearly naked Lexa on her knees in front of me. Lexa smirks, undoubtably able to hear when my breathing changes. She gathers my dress in her hands and looks up into my eyes. I nearly swoon at the lust in them. I rest my hand against the closest wall in an attempt to stay upright when Lexa presses a kiss to my bare thigh. I bite my lower lip and reach down, gently grasping at her hair. Somehow, her braids are still there, but are messed up both from this and from our make out session earlier.

Lexa kisses up my body until she stands. She kisses my neck gently. "You always did like when you had me on my knees."

I bite my lower lip but that doesn't stop a muffled moan from escaping me. Lexa's voice is always beautiful and sexy, but when she's turned on it gets this husky tinge to it that never fails to make me want to make her scream.

"I do love that. We can do that later, hodnes." I say, aware of the raspiness of my own voice and what it's doing to her. "Tonight, I want to make love to you."

Lexa softens at my words, lust still causing a beautiful tension in her body. She pecks my lips.

"I want that too, my love. But we should get undressed first." Lexa gestures to her pants.

"Mm. I would be happy to get you out of that."

First Lexa and I hang up my dress. Then I decide to do to her what she did to me, with her getting on her knees. I bite my lip again in an attempt to stop a smirk from forming. I flick open the button to her pants, keeping my eyes on hers as I slowly unzip it. The sound of a zipper being slowly unzipped fills the closet. Gods, I can't wait to get her into bed. But I want to tease her first.

Instead of beginning to pull down her pants like she expects, I slide my hand into her pants. Lexa lets out a breathy gasp, her eyes going wide. I keep my hand between the fabric of her pants and underwear, never quite touching where she wants me to. But her ragged breathing tells me she's definitely effected. I pull my hand out and grin when Lexa can barely stop the protesting whine that bubbles up in her throat.

Instead of giving in and taking her here like I want to, I help her out of her pants. I kneel in front of her and give her a taste of her own medicine as I kiss my way back up her body. I pause at her upper thighs, letting my warm breath hit the bare skin there. Lexa's throat bobs as she swallows, mouth dropping open slightly as I breathe in the scent of her arousal. I press a kiss to her hipbone in the location right before it's hidden beneath her underwear and Lexa's hips jolt. I kiss the rest of the way up her body, paying special attention to her beautiful abs. And her breasts, of course. I make a mental note to worship her body and give her body the attention it deserves.

We drape her pants over a hanger. Lexa and I begin moving back towards the bedroom, pausing once for Lexa to help me out of my bindings. The rest of our clothes I'm fine with letting fall to the floor. I'm about to get into bed when Lexa wraps herself around me from behind. She presses kisses to my neck in that spot that makes me melt.

My eyes flutter closed and I arch my neck, giving her more room to work with. I let out a soft moan when I feel her attempt to make a hickey. Most of the time, I make her move to less visible spots, but it's our wedding night so I don't care where she makes hickies.

I'm so wrapped up in the hickey-making that I'm surprised when I feel her left hand cup my breast. Though I shouldn't be surprised, since Lexa loves my boobs. Lexa's right hand trails down my stomach and pauses at the top of my underwear. I gasp when she cups me, my hips bucking and my eyes rolling back at the feel of pressure where I've wanted it for so long.

Lexa gasps against my neck, letting out a surprised moan. "Clarke," she gasps out. "You have soaked through..."

She trails off, her fingers moving slowly against me, probably in awe of how wet I am.

"I've been like this since I first saw you in that suit," I admit. Because jok (f*ck), she looks amazing in a suit.

Lexa lets out another moan and pulls away. I nearly whine at the loss of pressure until I see Lexa's pulling me towards the bed.

Guess what? My roommate moved out so she could live with her friend so I currently live in my tiny dorm alone! Which means less blushing when I wrote this! Okay, I have a quick question for you guys... Do you want me to write in explicit detail what they do next, or has this satisfied your smutty cravings? I'm fine with whatever you guys want! Can you guys believe I've written like 2,000 words of their wedding night and they haven't even had sex yet? Also! I'm a giant virgin, so if some of this isn't accurate, let me know! Everything I know is from reading or from looking away from the TV when stuff like this comes on! I can barely watch people kiss on TV tbh... Anywho! Thank you all for reading and for your amazing comments! Stay awesome!