The Darkness Inside Of Us

5: Moving On

Chapter 5 Moving On

I try to picture my life without Steve but I can't. But I don't love him I just don't feel it in my heart. It stays normal. I felt bad for leaving him. We were almost a great couple. But almost is never enough.

I walked to my car. I drove back to school. I checked the time it was lunch time. I drove to subway. I order chocolate chip cookies 6 of them. Then I headed back to school I was in the parking lot. Crying in my car I felt like I died inside. I don't wanna eat it hurts so freaking bad. I get out the car and walk inside school. I get a pass from the office lady she doesn't even ask me how the visit went. I was grateful she didn't. I walked to class and quietly sat in my seat. I looked at the seat next to me. Empty. I try to ignore the seat but I keep looking at it. When I was staring at the seat a new kid slid himself in the seat.

We locked eyes for a second. He's blond hair glisten in the light. He's blue eyes had a sparkle they were beautiful. When we say each other staring we quickly looked away. When we looked at each other my heart started beating a million miles per hour. I wanted to just snap a picture but I had to control myself.

The last bell rung I hurried and walked out of the class room. But a arm was holding on to mine.

"Stay out of my way and I'll stay out of yours." The new boy said with a death voice. I could tell he was the bad boy type when I first saw him by his clothes all black. But his hair and eyes were the most beautiful thing I ever seen.

I walked out of the school and the sun was beaming on my skin. I walked to my car and drove to the house. I saw my dad's car parked into the drive way.Great I thought. I unlocked the door and my dad stood there tapping his foot then looked at me. Short after a while mom came in we both looked at each other with a confused look. I started to head out the door. My mother griped my arm and gave me a look. I sighed and headed towards the couch and turned on the t.v. My mom bought a new t.v and it was bigger. I watch spongebob.

"Tris" my father said I flickered my eyes towards he's direction.

"What?" I said while I paid attention back to spongebob.

"Turn the fucking t.v off bitch" my father said to me. I rolled my eyes and kept watching spongebob.

"Don't call my daughter a bitch. And get the hell out of our house now." My mother yelled while her voice echoed. He walked out the door without another word. He slammed the door and my mother headed towards her room I guess she went to take a nap. I just sat on the couch just watching spongebob.

Song of the Chapter Sweet Nothing

Artist Clavin Harris ft. Florence Welch