The Darkness Inside Of Us

8: Afraid

Chapter 8: Afraid

I was out the hospital but I was afraid of something that I could bare to think of. I can't. Am weak right now it hurts to now that someone you loved would hurt you in this way. My mine is telling me he didn't mean it. My heart is telling something else. The beating of my heart is beating so fast. Am thinking to much.

Don't let yourself drown

Breath.

Tris listen to me don't let yourself drown

Steve

Heart beats faster

TRIS.

Is someone calling my name?

Swim Tris swim

Someone is shaking me. "Don't you die on me" someone yells and shaking me. Cries and yells. I start to moan and I whimper. A sigh of relief. Why am I on the floor? Wasn't I just on the bed? I open my eyes I see Steve. I scream my moms at work. "Shut the hell up" he screams at me. I start to crawl away from him. He's faster I try to move quicker but he grabs my legs. I scream. "How in the hell did you get in" I question. He doesn't reply he leans over me. I turn over and cover my face. He grabs me and flips me over so we can be face to face. He leans in and tries to kiss me I punch him the face. Am not losing this time. I run even if the pain that is shooting through me. I grab my moms gun. I point it towards him. "shoot me I dare you" Steve says to me. I fire one shot. That's when he realized that am not scared.

"You think am fucking scared of shooting you. After you fucking raped me. I should shot the shits and giggles out of you. Man and I loved you. I don't know what the fuck I was thinking but I know now that I should have never loved you. Now I should shot you because you snuck in my house when you are banned. But I have one question you chose. Should I shoot you or call the police. Am just gonna called the police." I yell. I still have the gun pointed at Steve. I grab the phone and call 9-1-1 the police answer and I tell them what happened. They come in five minutes they ask me a few questions and they Steve with them. I call my mom and tell her what happen she tells me to keep the gun by me I breath and turn on the tv and fall asleep.