"THE WINDOWS TO WALLS TILL THE SWEAT DROPS DOWN MY BALLS ALL THESE FEMALES FALL"
We sing along laughing whilst doing our make up. Tonight we were going partying with the boys.
"So rishaun, what's going on with you and James? Are you two dating or not?" Nikisha questions while applying mascara.
"I'm not even sure" I laugh, "I mean, we did go on a date, he comes here everyday and takes me to the cafe. I'm confused. But nevermind that, because tonight... We party" I scream playing air guitar.
I end up wearing a red dress with a lace neckline and black heels. Nikisha's wearing a blue dress with sequins and sparkly blue shoes and Jaz in a sparkly pink skirt and matching pink crop top with black heels.
We have a few pre party drinks while we wait for the boys to arrive.
"To LA, a better life and cute boys!" Nikisha says and we all down another shot of vodka.
"Already taking shots I see" jai laughs as he hugs Jaz. James walks in, "come on, our über driver is waiting" he says dragging me by the arm playfully. "You look gorgeous by the way" he winks at me.
We arrive at the loud, packed club. We head straight to the bar for whiskey shots then to the dance floor. We dance like maniacs for ages, laughing and having fun. I stop and realise it's just us girls dancing. Luke and Jai are at the bar. I can see Daniel hooking up with a short red haired girl and Beau dancing with a blonde girl. "hey where's James?" I ask Jaz and Nikisha.
They shrug their shoulders and carry on dancing. "I'm gonna go look for him" I tell them. I stumble off to the back of the club where the booths are looking for James. This is hopeless I can't find him. I head to the toilets, I need a piss so bad. I turn the corner to see James. "james, hey" I say walking to him, the music is so loud. I get closer and see he has arms around some girl, they're kissing. I walk backwards. I can't believe this. This is why I don't let anybody in, so thing like this don't happen! I'm fuming but the alcohol is making my knees weak. I stumble back in to Luke. "Hey Rishaun, are you okay?" I just look at him and walk away. I need to find Jaz and Nikisha. I need to go home. I see them at the bar. "Nikisha, Jaz. We need to go." I can feel the tears falling down my face. "are you okay?" Jaz asks while both girls are on either side of me. "yes... Well no, but it doesn't matter I need to get home." I cry. They lead me into a taxi.
I run upstairs and lock my door. I cry into my pillow. But what about the secrets and what I told him?! I can't believe I even started to trust this guy, I started to have feelings.
