Lover Boy❤// reddie imagines

❤Worthless Pt.3❤

A/N:  Long and also play the song, it will help set the mood
TRIGGER WARNING:
SUICIDE, SELF HARM, DEPRESSON, HOMOPHOBIC SLURS
-TEE TREE OUT- (A/N OVER)

* Third Person P.O.V *
...Nothing, sweet nothing, wait, seven, faint scratches, for they were covered by makeup,
He looked up to see a crying Richie.
"WHY, WHEN, W-WHA-why?
He yelled at him, hushing at the end, starting to cry
"Im- I- I'm sorry"
Richie said, felling defenseless, hopeless, tears streaming down his face
"Was it with me, WERE YOU WITH ME WHEN YOU DID IT"
Eddie shouted, crying yet still so angry
"Umm... N-n-no"
Richie replied, almost silently, sobbing now
"RICH, WHY ARE YOU LYING TO ME?!?!"

Eddie was so mad, not that he thought Richie's action were selfish,he didnt, it wasn't because he was being lied to,
but that the Beautiful, tall, raven-haired, boy in front of him saw an imperfection in himself, when Eddie failed to, no matter how hard he tried,
That boney, Trashmouthed loser was what gave Eddie life, what he do without him

"I'm sorry eds, I get it if yo-"
Richie was interrupted by the two boys lips meeting
Holding the kiss, Eddie grabbed the taller boys arm and lifted it
Breaking the kiss, Eddie rubbed the makeup off Richie's arm and kissing his bright red scars, one at a time

"Please stop"
Eddie whispered after kissing each scar about fifteen million times
"I wish I could, but it's not that easy, when you start,"
Richie said
"It's like a drug, and I'm addicted"
"Well, I guess that means I'll have to your rehab"
Eddie said, crying at the other boys words
They shared a long kiss, as it started rain

~time lapse: 5 nights~

* Richies P.O.V *
Bill, sitting down, home alone, in the corner of his room, mouth foaming, eyes white, with the bottle of pills in his hand, Bev, pushing Stan out of the room, telling him "You don't wanna see this"  Mike, grabbing the note, Ben trying to take it, Eddie running to the payphone across the street, calling 911, The note said
'Dear mom and dad, I love you, we all knew this would happen, I'm sorry , I couldn't stand this
Dear Stanley, I love you, so much, everything about you kills me, your so gorgeous, kind, smart and courageous, you can have any man you want to, just forget me
Dear Beverly, you are such a pretty and smart girl, keep moving forward and push past this whole "I need someone to feel whole" thing
Dear Eddie, Never change, and you take good care of Trashmouth for me
Dear Ben, you are so smart and talented, I just want you to chase your dreams, and don't give up on girls please, I know one day you'll knock 'em dead
Dear Mike, thanks so much for always helping me out, your such a great friend
Dear Richard, Never stop being the Trashmouth I know, you are the bravest person I know, you faced all of your fears in a matter of months, and I don't hate you, your just fucking annoying at times
Dear Georgie, See you soon baby ❤'
*a knock comes from his door*
Oh, thank God, it was just a Dream

* Third Person P.O.V *

Richie hops out of bed to answer the door, Its...

A/N: I'm not sorry for the cliffhanger, I AM sorry for making you cru like a baby
Alright thx
- TEE TREE OUT - 

❇Cheers!❇