one of the scariest feelings is being someone who cares so deeply for the people around them.
and one day hurting one of those people so badly,
but not caring a single bit.
being numb from the world.
not knowing who you are or what youre doing.
following routine, acting as normal as possible.
its like being high at school. only instead of having the trip of your life youre suffering so badly
youd rather jump in front of
one of the buses outside
then walk into another class,
or talk to another pathetic rich kid in.
being numb and having voices in your head is another thing that sucks cause,
its not like you can talk to your therapist,
you dont have one.
since your numb and trying to act normal,
talking about
voices in your fuckin head
doesnt really fit into schedule.
lying to yourself and everyone around you.
turning into someone else,
but still being trapped in this god forsaken body.
hating every breath you take.
you dont even look when you
cross the street anymore
because youd be more than happy if you got hit.
