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Harry's POV

It's kind of weird having Kelly at my house..in my room...alone. I just don't know about my feelings for her. She was always bratty to me but, that's probably because I always tease her. I don't mean to hurt her..sometimes. Like I said before, I only started to be attracted to her because she changed her look. I'm not good for her. Maybe, if I get to know a little more I'll start to like her, for her.

I continue to prepare for the party. Putting streamers up, taking the Dr. Pepper out of the fridge, and eating chips while pouring them into a bowl. I think this party will be fun but at the same time very awkward. I really like seeing people have fun because of my actions, I never really knew why. I just feel accomplished at something, since everything else in my life is already so messed up. I go upstairs to my room to bring Kelly a drink, I open my bedroom door and I am shocked to what I see.

"What are..you doing with that?!" I said while snatching my personal journal out of her hands. "I was just talking a quick look! I didn't get into details!" Kelly exclaimed. I could tell by the look on her face she was lying to me. All my personal thoughts, my feelings, my sensitive side, all..ripped away from me an in instant. Those words on that paper..were my therapist, my best friend, the one who I could write to. All gone.. I noticed that I was just staring off into space. "Harry? Are you okay? I'm so sorry.." she said. "Go." I commanded. "Wait, let me explain!" 'Haven't you done enough for the day?" "Harry..please." She begged. "Go, I said go!" I shouted with my loudest yell. I see a tear fall down from her beautiful green eye. It fell onto my carpet leaving a stain. She starts wiping all the tears from her face as she runs off.

I pick up my book and search through the pages, taking one last look at my personal insecurities that are now no longer personal. As I look through I see on one of the pages, where I had said, " Wow, do I even know Kelly's last name?" that she wrote her last name right underneath with a smiley face next to it. Fuck, Harry why do you always have to be so quick to judge?

*authors note*

hey guys im sooooo sorry that I haven't updated in a really long time. I had major writers block. Well, I'm back so hope you guys enjoy! and sorry it's so short, I don't really know what to do. I need to look back at the story because it's been so long. :( GIVE ME SOME IDEAS GUYZZZ