Song Imagines

RIP • Tom Holland Pt.2 ✔️

It's been a couple months since tom left me. He had a new girl on his side and whole lot new friends. He add ignored me all this months and I got used to it. I started hanging with my girl friends and I've been going to parties like every weekend. At first when I would get drunk I would calm him or drunk text him just to get left on seen. I didn't care at first but it really hurt, he was my other half and now he's just dead to me. There would be times when I would be in a party and would be tipsy and be dancing with another guy like if I was drunk and there he would be. Tom would be looking at me from across the dance floor and wouldn't look away. I was never one to dance with other guys but since my best friend didn't exist anymore then I started dancing with other guys.

One night I was home asleep. I had skipped the party and just stayed home and chilled by myself when I got a call. I woke up to check who was calling just to see his name. I didn't erase Tom's number because I knew one day he would call but I didn't expect it to be this soon.

I hit ignore.
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After that night that I didn't answer his call he hadn't stopped calling me or texting me. I ignore them all and pretended like he was blocked except he knew he wasn't blocked. 

"I know you are just ignoring me and didn't block me." That's what his text read. I ignored it.

When I was in the class I shared with him I got another text.

Tom: stop ignoring me. Please. Can we talk?

I looked up from looking at my phone and pretended like I didn't see it. I instead texted a friend who had asked me if I wanted to go to the mall after school.

Tom: I fucked up. I know that.
Tom: please let me talk to you.

This time I didn't stop myself.

Me:🖕

I then blocked him.

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Tom actually stopped trying to talk to me even though I missed him. I actually missed him a lot. I know I've been stubborn but he broke a promise and left me like I wasn't his best friend since we were little.

My mom started noticing the change around the house and of me. She would ask where tom is or why wasn't I at Tom's house. I just told her the truth. We weren't friends anymore. I know she liked him and even wanted us to be together but I didn't want to. I just wanted my best friend back.

One night there was a knock on my window. I was on the second floor of the house but there was a tree next to my window so I ignored it at first. But then there was several knocks and I knew it wasn't the tree. I went up and opened the curtains just to see tom with a hoodie and sweatpants, just like he used to wear. I opened the window and Tom climbed in. I rolled my eyes and closed my window. He always used to climb up to my window so I wasn't surprised to see him do that today.

"What are you doing here?" Tom turned around and looked at me. He stepped closer to me but I just walked towards my bed and sat down. He turned around to face me and didn't move. "I wanted to talk to you. I've been calling and texting but I guess you did block me this time," his hands were in his sweatpants pockets. I just kept looking at him not  wanting to talk.

"Well, first off. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry that I turned out like the people we don't like."

"The people I don't like." I snapped at him and he just stared at me and slowly nodded. "Yeah. Like the people you don't like," he whispered it and then cleared his throat and continued talking.

"Well just so you know I'm not hanging with the group anymore. After seeing you in the party dancing with other guys I noticed that I'm the only guy you've ever danced with and i fucked up there."

"Why?" I looked at him with furrowed eyebrows. I wanted to know why he changed.

"Why? Why what?" He looked at me confused.

"Why did you change? Why did you stop seeing me?"

He cleared his throat and rubbed his neck in embarrassment, "Well I kind of started having feelings for you and I just thought maybe if you hated me my feelings for you would stop."

He liked me? As in more than friends?

I felt the blood rush to my cheeks and I looked down at my hands that were in my lap. "Did it work?" I whispered.

"What worked?" I rolled my eyes and looked at him. "Did me hating you worked? Did you stop having feelings for me?" At this point i was in my feet and in front of him. Tom was taller than me, he always has been, so I had to be looking up at him. He had his eye brow raised.

"Not really. Why?"

I shrugged. "I was just wondering." I moved away from him and went and sat in my bed.

"That's all you're going to say?" I looked up at him. "Well what do you want me to say? That I like you too? That I've always wanted this day to come?" He shrugged and gave me a nod that said 'kind of.' "Really tom?"

"I mean we have been best friends for a long time and you know at one point one of us would fall for the other one," he walked closer to me and kneeled down in front of me. He might be right but I don't think it would be him. I thought maybe it would be me at some point because now that I think of it I don't want any other girl around him. I hate seeing him with another girl who wasn't me.

"Yeah your right," I whispered. I didn't look him in the eyes but I felt his hand on my chin. Tom grabbed my chin and moved my head up to make me look at him.

"Can we please be together again? Best friends if that's all you want," I actually didn't want that.

"We can try and take things slow but promise me, promise me that the new you will be dead and I will have the old you. Just promise me you will never leave me again just to be fake."

"I promise. I actually hated how I turned out and I hated the people I hanged out with. They might hate me let's just say that," he chuckled which made you giggle. Ah you missed his laugh and smile. "Now how about a movie and some cuddles?"