letters to you

lost

Dear you,

Lost is something that we all have to deal with a some point no matter how much we hate it. But no matter what happens today there always tomorrow so .. I know I have had to deal with it plenty. I lost my dad when i was 2 and I didn't know it then but that would be the start of something much bigger, but that's for another letter. After that I lost apart of my mom and family it just wasn't the same after and i can really tell what effects it's had on everyone in my life. I don't know what i would do if i lost my mom right now she mean that world to me even though we have had are differences, she's been my rock.

Lost is something that i deal with a lot friends wise too because we all have to face it people are fake as hell and there's really nothing we can do about. But there is something about losing a friends that's not like other loses.

It's different.
It hurts in a different way.

When you lose a friend you feel a bit insecure about what your like with out that friend. I did when I moved a lot. We had just got to indiana and I meet a girl named Delilah we hit it off pretty quick and then a couple months later she leaves. I didn't know how to feel at first I though well that suck but the world will keep spinning and then it hit me like a truck. what if people only liked me because of her i mean she was so nice funny and really pretty and she had a lot of something i didn't which was confidence. It sucked when i first lost her but i found a way to get through.

And now i'm here aren't i but this letter isn't about me it's about you.