letters to you

mirrors

Dear you,

Mirrors are everywhere and there is basically one anywhere you turn. There's just one problem with that and it that some of us can't look in the mirror.

I am one of these people who won't go out of their way to avoid a mirror but i don't go out of my way so i can't look at one. I get why people try to avoid them sometimes, they can trigger things. If you don't like the way you hair falls or the pimple on you face or the way the shirt makes you think you look fat, then looking in a mirror can suck. I struggle with acne and if i go somewhere when i going through a rough time with it i don't want to see a mirror because i know i'll feel bad about my self.

I don't like the world we live in to much right now. There's way to much pressure to do things, act a certain way, and look a certain way and it suck but ya know what can say it not like i'm putting in a lot of effort into trying to change that. I want to be able to walk out my house and feel 100% confident but that's just not me.

I do want other people to feel good about themselves even if i don't i'm just kinda like that. I do feel like you can't make it to the top with out helping other people. One of the reasons i thing this is because when i was bullied for my looks it wasn't exactly the most up lifting thing in the world.

So i know that you can't avoid the mirror forever because you have to look at yourself every now and then. But i also know that looking in the mirror and seeing something that you don't want to see isn't gonna kill you. You just have to realize that mirrors are crap and they can make you look like crap but they can also make you look amazing, so you can't avoid them because then you'll miss when you look amazing.

What matter most isnt what the mirror sees it what you see but this isn't about what i see its about what you see.