Bad boy in love

Step 7

~make your move
-3months later

We ended up agreeing to go to the dance together but since then Rins been hanging out with a bunch of guys, a total of 20 friends 21 with me and only 8 are girls. In the hallway she's always with 5 boys tops, "damn I hate all these damn motherfuckers, all around Rin like that" I muttered
"dude do u like her or somethin? cuz ever since she's been hangin out with all these guys you my friend have been pissed right the fuck off" Riley said to me
"shut the hell up, u dunno shit" I said. Riley sighed and said I was being a baby, and that he thinks I was completely head over heels I love with her "'head over heels'? are u a fucking girl or some shit" I teased
"dude I'm not fucking around, I think u like that chick" Riley assured. Whatever it's not like I actually believe Riley... damn it.. yes I do. Riley's my best friend and he knows me, even more than I know my fucked up self.
I sigh bitterly "Riley ur such an asshole" I muttered "why are u always right?!".
He smiles "so u do like her! that's awesome Zander!! U lucky bastard! and she's ur best friend" Riley rejoiced
"whatever" I said as I watched Rin from a far "damn those bastards" I muttered as I glared at each of the guys next to her
"dude ur eyes are green with envy" Riley teased
"fuck off!" I yelled at him, he laughed and nearly fell, but he caught his balance in time "u bastard, if u fell I would've let u break ur neck" I muttered- that only made him laugh harder- damn him. I walked up to Rin and asked her to come with me, she didn't have a choice anyway, so I just pulled her arm, gently.
I took her behind a corner "what's wrong?" she asked
"'what's wrong?' u hanging out with all those dumbasses is what's wrong!" I yelled
"whats wrong about it?" she asked
"they all have a crush on u!" I yelled
"so?" she debated.
I couldn't hold it in anymore, just hearing her voice made me want her- so fuck it. I kissed her. I begged an entrance into her mouth, and once she gave it to me I really don't think I was anywhere near calm, I parted my lips from hers "'so?' is that I'm the only guy allowed to be near u" I said as I leaned in for another deep kiss.
"oh yea...mmm... who says...mmmm" she muttered between kisses
"I did...mmm" I replied, she giggled a bit, so did I, I lowered my kiss to her neck
"Zander?" she asked, her voice soft and low.
I ran my fingers up through her hair and held her body close to mine, "damn it, why can't I stop?" I thought to myself as I kissed her. Her body reacted so sweetly to every touch and every kiss I planted on it. I stopped a while later and said sorry to Rin, I didn't really give her time to answer before I left.

Too embarrassing.
Too sudden.
I shouldn't have done that!
What if she feels weird?!
What if I ruined everything?
CRAP!!!!

School finished and I avoided Rihanna for the rest of the day. I sat on the couch, exhausted. Ella, Trevor, and spike laid next to me. "What the hell... why?" I muttered "maybe if I play my guitar, or somethin, I'll feel better" I continued. I got up and walked to my room, I grabbed my guitar and walked back downstairs to the living room and sat on a chair "hmm.. maybe that song from Romeo Santos would cheer me up" I thought as I placed the guitar on my lap. I sang,

"Try to keep my balance but I still fall
But how'd I fall so hard
Right into your arms, I swear girl
Wrapped inside you baby and it's so warm
Love without a cause
Leaves me trapped inside my own bars

Quiero ser tuyo enterito pero tengo miedo
Prométeme que no me vas a dejar sin tu amor

I'll give you my heart girl but you got to promise (prométame mami)

Promise you'll hold me (hold me)touch me (touch me)
Love me, way past forever..."

I admit it. Singing that was a bad idea at this moment.