Save me from you

The hook up

Tony POV

It was getting really late so me and India had to say our goodbyes

She dropped me off home and headed back to her house too.

I walked in the house too see polices standing in the living room talking to mrs.mayson

Grandma jay was cussing out a dude I'm guessing that's Terrence.

Ignoring all the commotion I headed straight down the hall and into my room.

Erin wasn't even here.Thank god.

I finished fixing up the rest of my side of the room and just chilled out.

I heard some foot steps and saw the door knob turning

Only to see Erin carrying a big duffle bag.

She looked at me and rolled her eyes

I didn't do no wrong.I don't even know why she dislikes me , I barley know her

She stashes the duffle bag under the bed and then sits down taking a deep breath

I was on my laptop

She got up and plotted on my bed giving me her full attention

"Erin mayson" she extends our her hand which surprises me.

"Toniyah carter" I said

"About earlier, my bad , I was wrong to do you like that, it's just that the last person that slept in my bed was my crazy cousin who was a physco." She says

"It's cool" I nodded

"You were an abused child huh?" she said as she was analyzing my bruises and marks.

"Umm....yeah , my dad he was a drunk" I tell her

"what about your mom where is she?" she asked

I could feel my heart cracking

My eyes started to water up and my palms starting to feel all sweaty.

"You ok?" she snapps me out of my thoughts

"My ma ,.....she died the day I was born trying to deliver me" I said

Her eyebrows furrowed

I hate it when people bring up my mother because that's a very sensitive subject for me.

"Danm I'm sorry for the lost, I know that hurts like hell, if I was too lose my mother right now, I wouldn't know what to do" she says

It's crazy because she treats her mom like shit.She dosent even know the great pain it could hold on her if her mom was to die right now. it's only imaginable until it happens.I can't remember what my mom looks like,how she sounds,what she felt like, smelled like, I can't remember any of that.my dad blames me for her death.I for one don't.She sacrificed her life for mine, and that's what a real mom does.Seeing Erin talk to her mom or any girl/boy talk to there mom like there shit, upsets me and it angers me because I want a mom! I want to be able to to this and that with a mom.

"How about treating your mom with more respect" I blurted out

"Respect? I love my mom dearly but she is the one who owes me and my brother some respect! my mom wanna sit up here and bring another person in our home like that's ok , but it's not.She didn't even have the decency to tell us." she pouts

"That's not disrespect.Disrespect is having your father burn you In frying grease. Disrespect is being tortured for no reason.disrespect is having a good friend but she leaves you for a guy and you still end up getting punished when it wasn't even your fault" I tell her