Doki Doki Literature Club X Reader ( Spoilers!! )

Sayori X Reader I If I Could Go Back

( Note: This is in the perspective of the main character, or the MC. )

"Sayori..."

"You'll always be my best friend."

Those words ran trough my head, over and over again. I couldn't put a stop to it.

I was walking to Sayori's house, she wasn't at school today, or at the club either. I was worried, what if something bad happened? What if she was really sick? Or what if she was angry at me? I began to walk quicker this time, rushing to get to her home to check on her. I wanted to make sure my friend was okay, after what happened yesterday.

I walked over to her house, and knocked on the door a few times. After a little while of waiting, I got no response. I knocked again, but got no response again. I took a deep breath, and walked into her house. I knew that I had to check on her, but it felt, wrong some way... I was in her kitchen area, and Iooked around.

 "Sayori! If you're here, answer me!" 

No one replied. I was shaking of the thought that something bad happened. I always knew she would answer, No matter if she was sad, angry or happy. She always does. But not this time. I walked to the stairs,  so I could get to her room. I walk up the stairs, my shoes making a 'thud' sound every time they hit the stairs. I reached her upstairs area, and walk over to her rooms door. 

"Sayori, are you okay in there?"

I could feel my own heartbeat. 

Why isn't she replying? I knocked on her door, maybe she just was asleep and didn't hear me? Is quite the sleepyhead. I knock on her door again, this time a little bit louder and faster. She should have heard it by now. I feel anxious, and I wait for a reply, just a ' Leave me alone! ' will satisfy me. I just want to hear her cheerful voice again.

"Sayori, I'm coming in."

I carefully turn the door knob and...

"Sayo-"

My eyes begin to water to what I see. There, my childhood friend, and best friend, is hanging on a noose. Her hands are a bit bloody, but I don't have time to think about it. Her eyes lack the energetic sparkles she had before, and now, it's just dark. I begin to tear up to what I had just seen. How could my best friend, the happiest of the club, the most happiest girl in the neighborhood, hang herself?

"Sayori...No...."

I could see all of the things we did together, flashing before my eyes. I feel a chill go down my spine. All of our childhood moments, Our club moments, all of them I have left.

All of them.

And now she's gone.

Because of me.

Because of my choice.

If I only could go back, I could have stopped this.

If I only could go back, I would have told her how much she means to me.

If I only could go back, I would have told her how much I loved her.