You had my heart in your hands (free de la hoya x reader)

|Chp 9| Is it true?

~Your P.O.V~
I wake up and see that Free has already left, I sigh to myself then grab my phone and head to the bathroom. I scroll through my contacts until I come across one contact "Shu" tears start to stream down my face then more and more tears fell down until I felt like I was screaming and crying at the same time

"(y/n) are you ok? come out I want to help you though this" I open the door and see Free standing in front of me "I'm ok, see" I fake a smile, he looks at me then pulls me into a tight embrace "(y/n) I can see right through your smile, I know your in pain" I hug him back and remember the times Shu would comfort me, I feel my eyes become watery then begin to sob after some time I stop crying and pull away frim his embrace

I gently sit on my bed, stare at the floor and feel...........emptiness "I'm going to take a quick shower and change then we can do whatever you want" I say to Free not making any eye contact with him, I stand up grab fresh clothes my phone and towel then head to the bathroom

once I get out of the bathroom I see Free looking down at his phone "Free you ready?" he looks up at me "yea" he walks out the roon and I follow him all of a sudden a 'Ding' comes from my phone, I unlock it and see a text message

~Text message~

Shasa: (y/n) are you still hanging around my boyfriend~?

(y/n): I already told you nothing is going to stop me from talking to my best friend!

Shasa: LISTEN UP YOU WORTHLESS, USELESS PIECE OF SHIT NO ONE WILL EVER LIKE YOU, YOU'RE JUST TRASH, YOU REALLY THINK FREE IS GOING TO LIKE YOU WELL GUESS WHAT HE DOESN'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU AND HE NEVER WILL HE ONLY PITIES YOU EVERYONE HERE AT BC SOL PITIES YOU AND THATS THE ONLY REASON WHY YOU'RE ON THE A TEAM, YOU'RE TALENTLESS!

YOU BEING HERE ON THE TEAM IS JUST A MISTAKE THAT CHRIS STILL HASN'T REALIZED, YOU DONT BELONG HERE SO WHY DONT YOU JUST SAVE SOME TIME AND QUIT BC SOL, YOU'RE JUST A UGLY HOPELESS GIRL THAT'S NOT WORTHY OF LOVE OR BEING LOVED BY ANYONE!

WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT! NOBODY NEEDS YOU OR WANTS YOU, YOU UGLY PIECE OF SHIT! AND YOU'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH! I'm still wondering why you haven't killed yourself yet?

(y/n): well because I'm not that easy to bring down

Shasa: well I'll bring you down sooner or later just watch

(y/n): Shasa I already know why you want to bring me down

Shasa: and whats that?

(y/n): you want to bring me bown because I'm above you

Shasa: WHAT?! THATS IS SO NOT THE REASON WHY!

(y/n): whatever, I dont have time to argue with someone as immature as you so stop texting me

~End of text~

"(y/n) hurry up or will be late for training and I'm pretty sure you want to battle" I nod my head and continue to follow him

~Time skips~

"I'm so tired that I could sleep the whole night and day tomorrow" I chuckle at Free's comment he soon falls asleep so I quickly change, turn the light off and walk towards my bed as the moonlight shins through the window then sigh

"am I really worthless, useless, talentless, hopeless, ugly as she says? does anyone even actually care about me? most importantly does he even care about me? is pity the only real reason why I'm on the A team?" I fall asleep as the thoughts consume me in my sleep

~Free's P.O.V~

I here everything (y/n) said but who is this she (y/n) refers to? I fall asleep letting that though wonder in my mind til morning

~Next morning~

I wake up and see that (y/n) is still asleep, I walk out and see Shasa "what do you want Shasa" I roll my eyes "I just wanted to ask you if you would like to go somewhere fun with me" she smiles innocently "nah, I promised Valt and Rentaro that I would hang with them today" she clenches her hands

"I understand have fun Free!" she walks away

~Your P.O.V~

I rub my eyes and check what time it is 7:15 am I do my daily routine then head out of the room "(y/n)!" I turn around and see Kit "hey Kit whats up?" "I have a question to ask you" I nod my head signaling for him to continue "well I noticed that you're more upset nowadays and I want to know why, if you dont mind telling me"

I take a deep breath and breath out "well I've just been having a lot on my mind lastly like what is the real reason to why I'm on the A team if I barely show up to training?" Kit looks at me sternly "(y/n) you're on the A team because you have a lot of talent and because you're a really good blader" he smiles at me and I smile back he then walks away

I keep on walking trying to get to the training center on time but as I get closer to it I see Shasa standing near it "oh (y/n) just the person I was waiting for" she looks at me head to toe "wow, you're so fat no wonder he doesn't like you" "what are you talking about because if you're talking about Free then you're just wasting your time" I cross my arms

"no I'm not talking about Free" she smirks "then who are you talking about?" I question her "you're so naive (y/n), I'm talking about.........Shu Kurenai" my eyes widen and I clench my hands "YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SAY HIS NAME TO ME!" she walks in the training center as I walk over to the door but instead of going inside I sit by the wall near the door as I begin to cry my eyes out

I hear footsteps getting closer "(y/n)?..." I look up and see...

~.~.~

I know Im super late with this chapter but for some odd reason wattpad wasn't working for me until yesterday so I'm really sorry

but anyways I hope you enjoyed this chapter and If you want you can guess who the person you see is, well bye for now :)

~Ayato-kun17