nickname ; yuwin ー discontinued

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me: hey hey hey

me: oh, you're not here I guess

me: yuta, are you sleeping?

me: :(

me: then we'll talk later

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yuta: I'm sorry I've been out with some friends

yuta: and I met nice guys

yuta: some of them are Japanese

yuta: can you believe it??

me: ...yes since you're still in Asia?

yuta: okay but I've barely met anyone who speaks Japanese fluently

yuta: it's been like... back in Japan

yuta: I'm just saying stupid things

yuta: ignore me

me: no, it's not that...

me: it just made me really happy

me: you said you haven't been back to Japan for like 6 years now?

me: I'm actually happy 
by the fact that
it felt like home

me: even for a couple hours

yuta: winwin

yuta: I bet that you don't know
how you're making me feel right now

me: well if you're not saying
anything you're not giving me the chance to understand you

yuta: I'm just here, smiling at the phone

yuta: this is the highlight of my day

yuta: 谢谢, winwinnie 💞

me: you don't have to thank anything

me: it's just... you know, obvious. 😉

me: I've got something to tell you tho

yuta: tell me~

me: I've started packing my stuff

me: we'll see each other soon, I guess

Winwin's been just sitting on his bed with his phone in his hands, Still. his hands were shaking a little bit and his heart fluttering. The usual feeling of butterflies in his stomach started to get more and more intense as he's been thinking about meeting Yuta in less than two weeks.
Is it going to be the same?
Well, probably not.
"I've grown up, Yuta also grown up. It's going to be different." He thought.
But it's not necessarily a bad thing. Maybe things would be boring without changes.
On the other hand it made him go crazy.
Many questions kept popping up in his head.

"What if he had fallen in love with someone...?

"What if he won't like me...?"

"What if we can't talk as much in real life as much as we do on the internet...?"

What if, what if, what if...

yuta: I'm looking forward to it jesus

yuta: but is it real?

yuta: are you sure?

me: yeah, it's like 99,99% sure...

yuta: oh my god

yuta: I tought that the day I'll see you again would never come