It takes over at the worse times. I wish I can enjoy a simple task, like watching tv or reading a book but I can't. I feel a drop in my stomach and a sharp pain in my heart. I can't explain how or why, it just takes over making my body heavy. I feel the hot tears running down my face and I feel useless. I feel empty. I don't have a reason to be this way so why is it so hard to forget. Why is it so hard to be 17? I just want to be like everyone else, free. Free to be themselves, free to explore, free to make mistakes and run away. But I can't and that is making me insane, it's forming these empty tears, and setting in these deep cuts both mentally and physically.
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AcakJust a dump for my thoughts , going through a hard time and learning to accept new feelings that honestly I didn't know existed,some good some bad and all it took for me to break and have uncontrollable emotions is all this build up stress and a per...
