He looked disappointed. He didn't even look at me. He just drove. The silence was comfortable. I paid no attention to him and looked out through the window. "What car do you have? I'll ask someone to bring it back..... somehow" he spoke.
"Mercedes Benz A-Class in black" I said monotonously. He nodded and called someone on his phone. "Your not supposed to be talking on the phone while your driving" I told him.
"I don't listen to women; unless your my girlfriend" he spat.
"As long as I'm in the car, I will tell you whatever I want because I don't want to die by getting crashed" I say. He just focuses on the road. "I just hope that you lose your virginity to some street bitch; get aids and die" I spoke; the alcohol's action slightly prominent. He was chuckling at my comment. "It's a curse and I'm not joking" I continued.
"Who said I was a virgin" he was still slightly chuckling; I've never seen him laugh at least smile. It was the first time. This side of his was beautiful but I'm over his unintentional charms. "Wonder if you even remember the faces of the girls whose virtues you stole" I spat harshly. His face turned into an angry one, he looked sad; guilty actually. He should be. "Do you even know where your taking me?" I asked.
"I know where you live " he told. I was shocked. He did? But I didn't ask him to explicate further. I just looked through the window and his car stopped in front of my apartment. I got down without saying a thank you. I walked up to my door but someone was staring at me; it was literally burning my skin. I turned back to find Niall seated in his car and staring at me intensely; his eyes never leaving me. I mouthed a "go and die" and he got down from his car and slammed the door harshly. Shit! He looks angry; I took my stilettos on my hands and sprinted towards the door; I unlocked it and got in and before I could shut it down Niall caught the door and pushed it harshly. He looked furious. He came in without asking my permission; locked the door behind him and pushed me to the wall, his both hands blocking me from escaping. His blue eyes piercing into my brown ones "Your making it harder for me you know?" he spoke and crashed his lips wildly onto mine, I didn't kiss back. I just didn't want to. I hated him now for what he did to me. He bruised my pride. He pulled back "Kiss me back" he growled. I was too scared to defy. I did as told. I know it's wrong but it felt right. It was a short period of time but I was over him and I was getting happier and he just had to come back into my life again. He'd mumble words like 'damn' and 'shit' during the kiss which felt for like ages. I pushed him back and he looked shocked by my actions. "I am not as cold hearted like you to slam the door at your face but I'm politely asking you to leave. If men can't respect women they don't deserve it either" I said looking everywhere but not him. "I don't care. I'm not leaving tonight" he spoke.
"I'm not planning to make you stay here either" I said loudly. He pushed few strands of my brown-blonde hair from my face "I'll make you make me stay" he said very seductively.
"I'm not interested" I told.
"How weird. You want me like crazy and when you have me you push me away. These women" he said literally rolling his eyes.
"You know the reason why. Your most probably drunk. You can use the guest room if you can't drive" I said sighing. I walked past him and made my way upstairs but he caught my hand "Sorry" he mumbled. Wow he's a gangster; he's not supposed to be sorry. Just wow. "Way to go badass" I said and pulled away from his grip and continued walking and I guess he just stood there staring at my back. I didn't stop I made my way upstairs; thank God he didn't follow. I got to my room; went straight to my bathroom. I turned the shower on, I had a collection of luxury body washes and my favourite one was the lavender one. It smelt so good. I took little bit of the glistening purple liquid into the soft scrubber. I cleaned myself and drenched my hair. The lukewarm water relaxing all my muscles; it was a really good feeling. I got out of the shower; dried myself; slightly dried my mid-length hair too. I grabbed a set of laced underwear from the freshly laundered clothes. I unlocked the door to get my pajamas and a loose t-shirt. My room was dark, only the moonlight peaking through the window. The light was perfect; not much and not less either. I was terrorized by the fact that someone was sitting on the edge of my bed; shirtless; looking at the window. I covered my mouth not to make any sound, thinking it was a ghost. The person was now facing me. Relief washed over me, it was Niall. Damn; he's hot. His lips sleep slightly parted at the sight of me. Shit! I was only on my underwear. "Don't look. Turn your face around" I say trying to cover myself with my hands. He smirked "I can look at everything that pleasures my eyes". Ugh I turned to the bathroom; grabbed a towel and rapped it around me. I walked out; without looking at him. He's heck of a guy; can be a bit of a distraction. I grabbed a pair of pjs and a loose white t-shirt. Wait! I have an effect on him too. Two can play a game eh. I dropped my towel; leaving myself in my undies. I could hear him gasp "Damn". I smiled, satisfied. I very slowly put on my clothes; very slowly. "Hey stop doing that will ya?" he spoke.
"Do what?" I asked innocently. He just squinted his eyes. I threw the towel for laundry. I came back and climbed into bed; he was still seated on the corner edge of the bed. I pulled the covers over me. "Aren't you really not going home?" I ask.
"No" was all he said and I hear hear some ruffling sound. I didn't care to look up. I could feel the bed shift a bit. He got in I guess. I was too tired to talk. His hands found my waist and he lightly nibbed at my earlobe; making my gut swirl, legs gone water. I slightly moaned and I could feel his lips form into a smile. No. I can't give into him. He's just playing with me. He said he wants me out of his life. Most probably he didn't find a stripper tonight so he chose me as prey. I'm not the prey; I'm the Lion. I pulled away from his grip even though I didn't want to. "Stop! What's wrong with you tonight?" I whisper-yelled.
"Nothing is. I'm completely in my senses. Your the one who's drunk" he said, his lips glistening with his saliva I guess. "I'm not drunk. What do you want exactly?" I ask.
"You" he says expressionless. I feel angered and I frown.
"You slammed the door at me. Embarrassed me on the streets; I could have disclosed who you were but I didn't and I won't. I could have bruised your pride like you bruised mine but no. I'm not heartless like you" I yelled as water brimmed my eyes.
"Stop calling me heartless. I had my own reasons for shutting you down. There are our opponent parties and if they know your somehow related to me; they're gonna come after you. I kept you undercover for your own safety" he yelled back. I was still not satisfied with what he said. I looked away "Well it's not really helping now is it. Your staying the night at my place; they will find out anyway" I said, eyes watery because I was scared when he yelled at me.
"Well I'm taking the risks. If I was heartless I wouldn't be saying this" he took a breath "I love you" I was taken aback by his words, my jaws almost hit the floor. I don't know what I felt; happier or sad. He looked straight into my eyes; hopeful. "I I I don't know what to say" I stuttered.
"But remember once you agree to be in a relationship with me; u'll have to give all to me. Make me your everything. I'll own you; you'll be my most prized possession. Only mine" he spoke further. I just looked at him; blank. I wasn't ready. I just got over him and he keeps putting me into a dilemma. "Can we talk about this tomorrow I'm really tired" I told, he nodded. Before I laid back, I asked "Would you mind if I kiss you?"
"Please do" and he cupped my face and yet again my stupid heart; was melting just because of a kiss. I think I'm back to where I started. We then slept; he held me close to him "You smell good babe" he said. Babe? But I liked it when he said that. It was a sweet slumber and I don't think I've ever slept better. Much of a Lion I am huh? Yet again I fell. Deeper.
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Possession (A Diall fanfic)
FanfictionIt wasn't an uncomplicated thing for him. He never felt this way before and all he wanted was to keep her forever with him. Love her, protect her. But there's always this obstruction.