My Name Is Go AeRa

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Hello! My name is Go AeRa and this is my story. I would tell you everything from the beginning to the end. From how I was a lonely girl with no friends to how my life changed in just one day and I became a superstar.

Let me properly introduce myself now. I am 22 years old. I just finished college in the music department.
I love music.
It's been my dream to be a kpop star like all the pretty singer I see everywhere.
I live in Seoul in a nice little house. My parents died in a car accident when I was only 4 years old and I lived with my grandmother to the age of 15.
I learned how to take care of myself and I am taking care now of my grandmother instead who is fighting with cancer.
My wish is to be a popular singer and to win money to help my grandmother survive. She is a lonely woman so I visit her at least 2 times a month. She lives in Busan and it is kind of hard for me to keep up with the money.
I don't want to worry her though that is why I never ask for money.

It all started in a sunny day. It was one of the days were I decided to visit grandmother Lily.
"Aishh the train is late!! I hope I don't miss the bus" I was talking to myself. The train came 2 minutes later. I was getting inside looking for my seat when someone bumped in me.
"Chaesonghabnida (sorry)"
"Naneun gwaenchanha (im okay)"
I got on my seat but to my surprise the man that bumped in me sat infront of me. I decided to buy a VIP place for today because the normal places weren't much comfortable (even though I might not do this always T-T). There were 6 other men following him and sat  around me. They all had masks so I couldn't see their faces. Later on 5 other men came. They weren't wearing masks but I did not know them. They sat next to me. I didn't feel much confortable after that. I don't know how or from where but girls were running around screaming.
"Kyaaaaa it's-"
I didn't hear the rest of the sentence and I just put my headphones on. I turned around seing the 5 men trying to control the girls running like squirrels around.
Wtf is going on!?
I turned my head facing the 7 men looking at me surprised.
Is there something on my face!? What are they staring a- wait... Those eyes.... I know them....
I didn't have time to think more because I realised we were all staring at each other. I slightly waved and turned fast around. In the corner of my eye I could see them pulling their masks higher.
Are they sick!? Why are they wearing masks like this. They almost look like kpop idols....
I was about to doze off when the 5 man sat back scaring me to death.
One of them turned around staring deep at me.
"Uuuum is there something on my face ajeossi (mister)?" I asked nervously.
"Ani ani. It's just that I am surprised that you didn't start fangirling like the other savage girls from earlier. Thanks for the respect" he said smiling at me.
"Uuuum ok...." I guess?
I turned around once again meeting the boys's eyes. Eyes... Those eyes... I know them but why is it so vague to me?
I put my head against the window to take a rest. I had around 3 hours before I arrive to Busan and I didn't get much time to sleep this night so why not take a little rest. I raised the volume of my music and closed my eyes.
Stigma started playing.
Sumgyeowasseo I tell you something
Geujeo mudeodugien
Ijen beotil suga eopsneun geol........
And I probably dozed off after humming the first three phrases.

~A little later~

"Uumm... Excuse me.... Miss?"
I woke up by the feeling off someone poking my arm. Oh shit! Did I miss my stop!? Oh nonononono
I removed my headphones. Strangely I could still hear my music. The same man with the mask I bumped in was still poking my arm.
"U-um y-yes?"
"Your music...." he whispered.
Then I realised that my cable for my headphones wasn't connected to my phone and the music was loud and could be heard by everyone.
"AHHH I'M SORRY!!!!!!" I yelled probably startling another guy with a mask sleeping.
"Jinja wae!?" he yelled.
"I-I'm sorry. Really sorry"
Is somethig wrong with my ears or did he sound like Suga.... Wtf is wrong with me... The poking dude sounded so mouch like Jimin............... I must have  dreamed alot about BTS.
"I'm sorry if I dsturbed you" I said while putting the cable back in my phone. "Lie" was now playing.
"Do you like BTS?" another dude with a panda mask asked me.
Should I answer?
"Um... Yes... Haha...." this guy.... Is this.... He sounds like Kim Taehyung omfg. I slapped my forehead.
"Um are you okay?" he asked.
"Yes yes.... No.... Maybe.... I don't even know. You sound like Kim Taehyung alot....." whoops did I say that aloud?
The seven boys or men (?) looked at me and I think they were grinning.
"Guess you were an A.R.M.Y after all" the men said.
"What? You mean the fandom? Ahhh yes yes are you?" wait... Did I just ask them this question!?
The panda masked boy laughed and I was only even more confused. They looked at each other and then removed their masks. My mouth dropped open when I saw their faces.
It was BTS!! In front of me!!!!! Am I seeing things now!? Is it a dream!?
"You.... BTS.... I-I I'm sorry if I disturbed you in any kind of way!!" I exclaimed blushing. I just realised I bumped in Jimin. Humed Taehyung's solo song and woke up Yoongi making him mad.
I stood up immediatly bowing 1839398 degrees but forgot I was on a Train and fell down on my bum.
They all just stared at me confused about all that was happening infront of them. Way to go AeRa now your first impression in front of BTS is ruined. Taehyung laughed and streched his hand to help me stand up. I was blushing so hard that they were probably asking themselves if I was a human being with white skin.
(no racism in here the girl is just a korean with white skin)
I stood on my seat silent. Then I remember the man with no mask saying: "Ani ani. It's just that I am surprised that you didn't start fangirling like the other savage girls from earlier. Thanks for the respect"
Maybe this was the reason why he thanked me. Because I didn't go savage mode on them.
"It's okay. You're actually pretty funny" Kim Taehyung said. Did. My. Ultimate. Bias. Just. Said. That. To. Me!???? I tried my best to not jump on their necks and ask them for thousand of photos and autographs.
"Um thanks" was the only reply I could come up.
"From how long do you stan our group?" Jimin asked leaning forward.
"Um... S-since t-the beggining...." I answered.
"Ohhh true army heeere~" JHope yelled.
"Last stop Busan Station. May the passangers please take their belongings and prepare to get off. Thank you for traveling with Seoul train company. Don't forget your things~"
"Oh hyung we have to get out" said Jungkook to Namjoon.
"Yeah guys put your masks on the paparazzi will be here"
"May we have your name truthful army?" asked Jimin.
"Um... AeRa... Go AeRa" I asnwered.
"Go AeRa. Nice! Well, hope we see you next time. Please do not forget to come to our fan meetings in Seoul. We will be more than happy to see you" said Jin.
"Thank you so much I will try"
"Actually here you go" said Taehyung  handing me a sheet.
"It's a VIP pass with our signatures. You can go in our fan meeting once for free" he said giving me a rectangular smile.
"Oh! Oh my god thank you so much" I stood up and bowed. Damn it I fogot we were in a train. But this time instead of me falling on my bum I fell on a hard chest. What!? I slowly opened my eyes.... Only to see JUNGKOOK under me. The men with no masks on (the staff I guess) took me immediatly away from Jungkook.
"I-I'm really sorry I didn't mean to I-"
"It's alright!" Jungkook answered. Is he mad? Oh no...
"Um are you hurt?"
"I'm okay. Leave before rumors go around including you in it. You don't want anything like this to happen"
"Um... Okay.... I'm really sorry. I won't bother you again" I quickly took my stuff and ran away. I prepared myself to get off the train soon with the rest of the normal passengers. It is true that there were alot of fans and journalists that were around the train station. BTS actually had a concert tomorrow.
Sadly I wouldn't be able to attempt it 1) because of an empty wallet I have and
2) I usually stay for a whole weekend at grandmother's when I visit her and I wouldn't want to leave her alone. Even though I know she wouldn't mind me going, I prefer to stay and take care of her. She took care of me alot and now it's my turn to repay.
I got off the train fast to avoid all the people pushing and pulling.
Sadly, I did miss my bus which came 3 minutes ago. So now I have to wait 2 hours for the next one. Halmeoni didn't know I was visiting her today, it was a surprise. But I would be late with 2 hours.
I decided to wander off around the mall next to the station.
I have an hour and a hald to shop or do whatever I want. Where should I go first? I saw a gift shop and decided to enter. It had many cute things. I decided to buy my grandmother a:
(you choose one of the three options)
1) knitting kit
2) knitted sweater
3) mug with a cute drawing on it

When I walked out of the store I had alot of time left so I decided to buy some ice cream.
Busan's ice cream is really good I have to admit.
I continued walking and entered in a store for clothes without even realizing which one it was. But it suddenly became too loud. Girls crying from joy or yelling. I decided to just ignore the b*tches and went to see a beautiful dress that cought my eye.
I finished my ice cream fast and washed my hands in the bathroom of the store. I wanted to try the dress even though I know it won't be good on me. I took it and went in the changing cabinet. When I got out to see myself on the mirror, I regreted wanting to try it. I looked ugly. Nothing fits me. I guess I'm just born to be ugly.
Then a though came throught my mind

7 years ago

"Haha she wishes to be a kpop idol HA this one is really funny. Kpop idols need to be beautiful and talented not a piece of trash like you. You compared to SuRi is nothing. Ugly fattie hahhahaa"

I whispered to myself:
"Ha! How ugly..... I guess not every one have their dreams come true"
I was about to go back to the cabinet when an arm stopped me.

I had to stop or else the chapter was going to get way too long. Sorry if you find grammar mistakes or other. Once the story is done I will edit it properly.

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