Ups and Downs | Caniff

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----Sorry, I thought I should post something at least. I didn't go over it yet so there might be spelling mistakes. Yeah I'm a bad speller.----

--Chapter 6--

I saw the girls again. The same girls I saw at the restaurant. The same girls that bullied me. They can't bully me anymore not this time. The thing that was going through my head was why were they here at my new school? What is taylor going to say? I never told him that they bullied me. The guys were all starring at me. My face went blank and I just did my first reaction. Run.

I ran to the girls bathroom. I broke out sobbing. I could hear taylor call me name. I just ignored him and ran to the bathroom. I went in to the largest stall and went into my bag. I pulled out my best friend I had when no one was there for me. My blade. No one knows I cut. Not taylor or my friends. No one. They never found out because I wouldn't cut in my wrist I would cut on my waist. Where no one can see. I just pulled the rim of my pants down and underwear. I saw my old scars. It reminded me of all of the bad times. "Fuck this world and all of the assholes in in" I said as cutting.

1 for the assholes in the world.

2 two for being bullied.

And 3 for getting involved with stupid boys.

I never should have slept over Taylor's. I forgot about my sister. As cutting my 6th cut taylor comes running in the bathroom and opened the stall door. "Hanna!" He yells. "What?" I answer like nothing's wrong. "Why" he says putting toilet paper on my waist. " taylor stop! Get off!" I yell at him. "I'm trying to help hanna!" He says. "No! Just stay away from me I don't want to be with you ever again!" I say pulling up my pants not caring if I get blood on them. " I shouldn't have gotten involved with you !" "Hanna why just tell me that? Why?" He says grabbing my arm as I walk out of the stall. "Because!!" I say yanking my arm out of his hands. " I don't want anyone to care about me! No one ever did and they never will!!" Our eyes were looking straight at each other.

"Oh hanna I'm sorry I didn't kno--" he said trying to hug me. "No! Get off me!" I say pulling away. I start to walk out of the bathroom and stop to say something. "And to make you stop bothering me about it, those three girls I saw at the restraint and at school. Yeah there the three girls that started bullying me for two years and made me cut. They also make my life miserable. So you can stop asking me now." I said. "What?!" He said. He was mad. "Why didn't you tell me earlier" he says hugging me . " I said get off me !!" " sorry." He says. "Now thanks to you I have to get my sister." I say walking out "oh and if you didn't figure it out already we done" "but hanna I love you" he says.

" well I don't want someone caring about me because one day something's going to happen and I don't want anyone getting hurt" I was planning to kill my self a month before . I then walk out of the bathroom and get caught by the boys. Aaron says "you slept over Taylor's house?"

"Aaron nows not the time please." I say. "What's up with you two" Shawn says. "Hanna! hanna wait!" Taylor says running in my direction. "Oh shit" i say. I start to walk away. "What's going on?" Nash says. "Not now!" I said to Nash and said to taylor "taylor please stop. I love you but I'm not ready right now. I have to take care of myself first." I said kissing his cheek. I walk to Taylor's house and get my car and go to the neighbors that had my sister ivy. I get there and nock on the door.

The people answer and say "hello hanna come in." "Hi I'm so sorry I'm late" I say. "It's fine, but don't you have school?" The lady says. "Yeah I do but I think I'm going to stay home with ivy and take care of her until tomorrow." I say. "Oh okay let me go get her. Help you self to anything" she says pointing to cookies and coffee on the table. I didn't take anything. She brought lvy out with her bags. "Hey ivy are you ready to go home" I said. "Yeah" she said with a big smile on her face. "Thank you so much mrs.lancaster. And I'm so sorry about being late" I say. "Oh it's alright we had fun." She says. "We'll see you later bye" "bye" she says. I put ivy in her car seat and drive home. I go inside and put Micky mouse club house on for ivy . Then I go in her room and start to unpack some of her boxes with clothes because I know my mom and dad aren't going to do it.

I unpack one huge box and hang up her clothes when I hear the door bell ring. I go down stairs and bring ivy in my room and put the tv on for her in there. Why because I don't want her to get scared if it's my bullies and they saw me at the school and followed me to my house. I get to the door and stop and look at it. I prepare my self to see who ever it is behind the door. I open the door and see...

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