The everyday life

update

This is a whole new year. A new experience. Starting with regrets and sadness "i shouldn't have done that". This thought came to my head when i thought about last year. Why did i believe so much that i was lonely and sad about it when i actually loved it. Now that i am not alone i regret those times i felt so comfortable with my own self in my own world. Now i am supposed to meet other people's expectations to be friends with them. I don't want this. I wish to be free once again. Let the pain go away. One small incident gave me the final push to do it. With one small move i felt relived i couldn't hear anything. I won right??? Or is it the opposite. I lost the battle. This is it. I was flying far away from here. This it. This is the end of my journey. Not the best one. But one to cheerish. It was a mitake leting such a foolish ideas ruin it . Now that i am not in this world anymore i understood it. I hope people won't do the same mitakes i did. Life is though but people can grow stronger and make the bedt of it. Never give up as i did. Life is a story and you have to write it. Make it a wonderful happy one. Livre it and love it until you leave it .