The desired Mate

Returning Home.

"Derek... please. Don't do this" I pleaded as I gripped his arms. He took my hands off him softly and held them to his face. His eyes blaring red, He was alpha now. "You always stood by me Ana. Cared for
Me and wanted nothing in return. I won't dare lie to you after that... but Anastazja I need a pack. Please say yes to the bite... to me. We could be together Ana. You've seen the real me. You don't shy away from my darkness. You embrace me..." he whispered into my neck. The thought of me potentially dying and leaving my brother and father alone was gut wrenching. I wanted Derek, with all my body and soul. The night we spent together was one of respect, passion and familiarity. It felt safe and warm. It seemed tonight was going to be equally memorable. Tonight was also the night I had my heart broke, Ironically enough from myself. Tonight was the night Derek had decided to make a pack and I pleaded with him not too. I then gave him the ultimate slap in the face by rejecting his proposal "I can't derek... I can't do that to them, they mean too much" I said. I left then, I could bare to see the hurt and betrayal. I cried the whole way home, once home I sobbed as I threw clothes and my purse into a suitcase ignoring my dad and Stiles worried yells. I left then in my old beat up truck driving to my grandparents. I was Unable to see him every day and turning slowly into the monster. He was my best friend. My first love. I left... I fled to Oklahoma and studied there for a year. It was the best thing for me. I was returning home now, now that I felt ready. My dad had accidentally let it slipped that my friend melody was now dating Derek. That hurt like a bitch. Melody mcCall was my best friend since I was 2, she was pretty much my big sister and she has temporarily left beacon hills to study. I would visit her 3 times a year and now she was back to beacon hills teaching high school English and dating Derek Hale. She apologised profoundly and cried non stop on the phone for my forgiveness. I couldn't forgive her straight away. So I've told
Her I needed time to grasp it all, how could I just forgive them? It wasn't really mel I was mad at... okay I was mad at her. She was always suppose to have my back. Not step in and take the love of my life... I was mostly mad at Derek however, mel never knew about Derek and I. It was something I kept on the down low. It wasn't until Scott caught them together and exploded that she found out. Derek though... even if he resented me for not picking him first, I still thought we at least respected each other. But he just threw any remaining part of our friendship down the drain the day he bedded mel. Ugh why am I even thinking about this, positive thoughts... positive thoughts... I changed as I started my journey home. Whilst living with my gramps. I've delved into my work, Became friends with a vampire coven-the Blackwood coven, 2 werewolf packs-Jenkins and Daniels. Met Multiple supernatural beings at a club and made friends with a witches coven. I made a bucket load of money which helped me sort Melissa and my dad out, it helped me pay of their mortgages, renovated their houses, bought new cars and pay for Melissa's studying. I was driving home now in my new hummer, It was a 23 hour trip if I drove straight which I so totally wasn't capable of doing, so I made one stop over into a hotel as I slept and only made out stops to use the bathroom before driving again. I was sore and tired when I finally pulled up to my dads house. I've changed a little in the year. Instead of my light brown hair, I had burgundy red. I lost 20 kgs and gained muscle. I learnt to fight, and how to perform magic using the spark both myself and my brother seemed to possess. I was the best I've ever been physically and financially but I felt the worst. Betrayal always stung like a bitch. I knew no one was home because the tale sign of the Jeep my mother left for my brother stiles , And my dads patrol car was gone. No one was here. I dragged my three suitcases up and 2 gym bags out of my car and upstairs so I could unpack. My room was How I left it. Silver walls, white stained wooden floorboards, a light blue rug sat in the middle of the room. A black wooden four poster queen bed sat pushed up against the further wall with two bedside tables either side. I had a desk pushed up against the corner with my book case which was over filling with books. My tall boy sat across my bed with a tv on it and a PlayStation. My docking station was on the bedside table Side I slept on. My silver and black silk blanket and sheets doned my bed with a white lace curtains pulled back around the The our poster. Fairy lights were wrapped around my bed and my vanity mirror and draws.
'It was time for a change' I thought angrily as images Of Derek and I on the bed clouded my brain. I grabbed bin bags and threw out the sheets and blankets, replacing them with my black and emerald green sheets and blankets I bought From Egypt. They cost just over four grand for. I then through out the rug replacing it with an emerald green softer one. I then packed away all of my old innocent clothing and books. Replacing them with my new clothing which consisted a lot of lace, silk and leather. More neutral or darker colours. I filled my book case with my books I've collected in the past year which I collected from all the supernatural beings I met. Most of them were hand written or ancient tombs. I tore the photos of Derek and mel off my walls screwing them up and binning them. Only leaving the one of Issac, stiles and Scott with me up. The fairy lights and fake white Lillie's were also torn from my room.
'That's better' I thought grimly.
Hauling the items out to the bin.
With nothing else to do I jumped into the shower, enjoying the heat cascade down me,
I washed my hair with my new favourite frangipani scented shampoo and ran my coconut and frangipani body wash over my body. After a good amount of time enjoying the shower I stepped out wrapping the white towel over myself.
"You're okay" I said to myself staring into my silver eyes in the mirror.
I quickly dried myself and blow dried my hair, Tying it into a a high bun and put on my black laces underwear and bra. I walked back into my room checking my phone. 6:46 pm... 'mhm wonder where my family is' I thought as I dressed into black jeans and a white silk cami and brown leather jacket and high heeled boots. I went down stairs and saw a letter left from stiles on the kitchen table. 'Huh,
How didn't I see that before' I thought as I read the letter my heart sinking with worry 'Dad. Forgive me. I have been lying but only in order to protect you. Forgive me. Tell Ana I love her. Love you dad. Stiles'. I hissed out breath and shoved the letter in my pocket. Jumping in the car and tracking stiles phone. It took me to an warehouse when I arrived it was full blown action. I jumped into the fray helping take down hunters and ignoring the startled gasps as I was recognised by the werewolves and hunter alike. I took down two hunters with quick recession. Avoiding flying bullets. I received a punch to the side of my face from a hunter. I was quick to react with a round house kick. It wasn't until Gerard screamed with Allison being held up by some creepy ass lizard that we had to stop. It was then the room was filled with Scott and Gerard talking. It appears Scott betrayed Derek. Apart of me felt like laughing at the karma but a more stronger urge was worried and concerned. For Derek much to my anger.
"Scott no!" I screamed as he held Derek down opening his jaw. They both looked at me, Both held a look with regret, Derek also with a hint of want.
"I have too" scott explained.
Melody gripped my arm suddenly, I hardly noticed I was beginning to walk over to them both. I was too afraid of what might happened to shrug her off. She was scared also and anchored herself to me,
Gripping me tightly. Then everything sped up. Stiles hitting people with his car, Letting Lydia save Jackson. It was like an epic love scene. I remember thinking I wished I had someone who cared for me as deep, then Jackson was nodding to Derek and peter as they attacked to kill him. Then Jackson was dying and coming back to life all because of Lydia's love... As I saw him and Lydia embrace, I tried to ignore the twinge in my heart, I shrugged off mel's hand and I headed over to my slightly crying baby brother. As I past Jackson, the wind blew and a lock of my hair blew towards Jackson and suddenly he lunged for me. All I remember was teeth cutting into my neck and Jackson snarling at Everyone as he crouched over my falling body. I hit the ground hard dazed. I looked up to see Derek snarling and stiles screaming no. Then their was only darkness.