flaws 》jjk ff

Chapter 9

-Jungkook's POV-

Just then, as I was screaming internally, Namjoon came.

"Oh, hyung. Hi," I said, faking a smile.

He scoffed. "You don't have to fake a smile. I saw what happened," he said. He went over to me and hugged me.

I really needed this hug. Not just a hug, for praise, or excitement, but a hug for comfort, and sadness. I haven't felt this in a while. It was... reassuring, I guess.

"Hyung, I don't know what to do. I don't know, but I have this feeling inside of me, that ignites inside of me, whenever I see her. What is this feeling?" I asked, while sobbing quietly. I rarely cry, so this was a weird thing, someone comforting me. Especially over a girl.

He sighed. "Jungkook, just be your normal self. And that feeling is for you to find out. Just be there for her when she really needs you. She might not open up to you in the beginning, but she will eventually, trust me," He said while patting my back.

That was very good to hear. "Hyung, you're supposed to be destroying things. It's weird how your fixing something." He clicked his tongue, and let go of me.

"Aiisshh, why did I help you," he said jokingly. We had a nice conversation after lunch ended. I have to be honest. I wish I could open up to somebody like that every once in a while.

-Minnie's POV-

I don't know what to do. I couldn't focus. All my mind was on Jungkook. Weird. Stop. Minnie please. Stop. I'm not allowed to be near him anyways. I overworked myself with school work, and studying during class. My class was still straight A's. Ppffttt, like one cares anyways, I thought to myself.

School ended, and I went home immediately. I decided that I will not go anywhere, without someone I know there with me. I don't trust myself anymore. As I entered the house, it was very quiet. I didn't hear any papers rubbing against each other. It was very awkward. I grabbed myself a water bottle, and found a large blue sticky note attached to the refrigerator.

Hi Minnie! We're on a business trip to Italy. I hope you don't feel lonely. Don't forget to call me whenever there is something wrong okay? Okay, we love you!

- Mom & Dad,

Why. Why do they have to leave?! We just recently moved in Korea, and they're fricken leaving. Leaving me all alone in a country I have yet to get used to. I hate my life. I lost my appetite. Not like I had an appetite anyways. I didn't make any girl friends, so calling 7 boys, would be too much work, and super uncomfortable. I decided to spend the rest of my day studying. Just like the old days.

I'm doing homework. The work here is waaaayyy easier than in America honestly. I already knew all of this. But I did have a test tomorrow, so I better study.

I couldn't. I couldn't study at all. I kept getting texts from Jungkook.

Where are you?

Answer my texts.

Are you safe?

I'm sorry for earlier.

Did I do something wrong?

Can we talk about something?

The texts just wouldn't stop. I was drowning, in his text messages. I wanted to type something back, but that would mean that I'm giving myself in. You need to stay strong. Love is meant for you to be heartbroken. Love doesn't exist.

I hate my life. I hate these emotions I have. I hate being alone, but yet I love it. What am I thinking about. This doesn't even make sense.

-one week later-

I have been ignoring Jungkook for about a week now. It kind of feels good to not  be in trouble. Finally free! Until... 

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a/n

huehuheueh the suspense

guys, i am in school and my computer is going to die. rip. my computer is at 10%, and im currently in 1st period. i just took a test i knew nothing about. ( i wasn't there for the lessons because of a spelling bee i did )

hml. im going to not be on honor roll