flaws 》jjk ff

Chapter 13

-Jungkook's POV-

I hate it. I regret it. I regret everything I did. I broke her, and I didn't even seem to care. I made her feel small, and unimportant without knowing. I opened up to her. It's been a long time since that has happened. But like always, I shut the gate. I just shrug off everything. Like how I shrugged off my problems with a girl that I had fallen for.

I was in the hospital, waiting for the results. Will she live? She did look way paler than before, and way skinnier. I could almost see her ribcage through the uniform. I can't. I can't wait any longer. How much longer? It seemed like an eternity has passed by until the doctor came.

He sighed, looking at me. I could tell the results weren't good. I placed my elbows on my knees, and let my fingers run through my hair. I shut my eyes, and let a tear shed as I awaited for the results.

"She will be fine. She has starved herself, and her wounds will take some time to heal. This has happened before according to her parents. And she has reopened her deep but small scars," The doctor blurted out. I was in complete shock. This has happened before?! "She just needs some time to rest. Visiting hours will start tomorrow," The doctor said calmly. I nodded, but still letting all my tears pour out, trying my best not to sob.

-a week later-

I'm broken. Truly broken. From one glance, you could tell that I have not been good. It has been almost a week since Minnie hasn't been here, and I haven't visited her. I'm too scared. I'm too scared to even look at her, knowing the result that I will get. The look of hatred and disgust. The dark circles under my eyes, almost relating to a pandas. I became pale. I'm too worried. I'm too worried about her. The girl I broke. I'm the boy that caused her to do this to herself.

"Hey," Yoongi said as he snapped his fingers in front of my face to get my attention. I flinched after coming back to reality.

"What do you want," I hissed, causing him to put his hands up like he surrendered.

"Yoongi, don't disturb him. He is clearly not in a good mood," Namjoon Hyung said. I sighed.

"You know what, bottling up my feelings is never good right?" I said. They all nodded. "Meet me at our usual hang out place, I'll tell you everything," I said.

-Minnie's POV-

It has been almost a week. I'm still here, in the hospital. I'll be released tomorrow afternoon. My arm still hurts. My parents had already visited, but they are still working. Not even clearing their schedule to comfort their daughter, eh? Just as I thought that, my parents came into the room.

"I'm sorry we're late for our visit. To make it up, I'll take you shopping with me once you are released. The entire day," My mom said. I glared at her, and my bored face grew into a smile that was practically ear to ear. I was really happy to hear that. It's been forever since we planned a girl's day. I nodded.

We started talking. It felt like that I was talking to a best friend. After while, they both left, leaving me all alone again. I was hoping for somebody in particular to come, but no luck. Again.

It was the next day, and I was getting ready to leave the hospital. It was a Friday, and I was actually relieved that it was a Friday. The doctor told me to not put any pressure on my arm, or carry anything with my arm. I stared at the white bandage.

My mom and I came home, and my dad welcomed us with Korean BBQ. I never have time like this with my parents. It's like once in a lifetime thing. Once we finished, we headed to the mall. Just me and my mom. Just like the old times. Before my parents created a business.

We were entering the mall, and having a girl conversation But a phone call had interrupted us. My mom looked at me, and I nodded indicating that she could accept the phone call. All I could hear was a 'yes,' and 'I'll be there soon as possible.' My heart dropped as soon as I heard those words. My mom walked to me, and said, "I'm sorry, but I have a meeting and they NEED me there. I promise we'll make this up." I couldn't' stand it. She doesn't know how many times I have waited for her.

"Do you not understand the feelings of your own daughter? It's always work work work!" I shouted at her, causing the people around us to look at us. But I couldn't care less. "You never have time to even have a full conversation with me. When was the last time you actually kept your promise? Oh, I know. 6 years and 48 days ago to be exact. 4 years and 78 days, you have completely shut me down. Always breaking a promise. You don't even know the reason behind these cuts mom!" I yelled at her. Tears began to fall endlessly.

"Swe-" I cut her off. "Mom, I don't want to sound rude. But I'm not going to accept your apology." I stormed off, going into the food court. Leaving people very confused. One of those people was Jungkook with Ae-Ri. I made quick eye-contact with Jungkook, but immediately broke it with a scoff, and kept on speed-walking.

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thanks for reading this soo much xD 

i hope this story is not boring, but i think i have better stories coming in the future! in fact im working on them rn lmao