Lust and Candies

12

Chaeyoung's POV

To say that Bangtan and the whole BigHit staff being in sync is an understatement.I was blown away by the coordination.

Just before we reach the stadium,  three of the staffs were waiting for us. Apparently,  Jungkook had sent a message that I will be coming along with him and of course, Jungkook arriving on their rehearsals with someone who is basically a stranger to the whole fandom meant trouble.

So a few of the staff went ahead and accompanied us with me being disguised as one of the crews.

Initially,  Jungkook insisted that I walk with him but I guess he realized that it wouldn't be the best decision at this point

So, he ended up coming in with one of his managers,  and me following after.

Amazement enveloped my eyes after I saw a huge line of their fans waiting to see them perform.

It's still around five hours before the start of their concert but they have been camping under the heat of the sun for God knows how long.

Dedication, that's one thing I admire about fans. I have a few friends in college who do the same and I must say, their loyalty and passion for supporting their idols are no joke.

I can't even fathom how much pressure that gives to the idols that they love. To always think about how they could give back to their fans, I wonder how hard the toll it may be.

Anyway, I witnessed firsthand how these boys genuinely love their so-called -Armys.

Whenever they were inside the bus resting, I would often hear them mentioning their fans.

With an id designated for staff, a mask, and a cap,  I was guided to a seat near the stage where the boys would see me.

Once seated,  my eyes caught a glimpse of the boys having fun in the stage.

From where I was sitting, I was able to witness a polar opposite of Jeon Jungkook when he's with me versus when he's with his hyungs and other people.

He was smiling a lot,  having fun.

I wonder who's the real him. The man in front of me now who is jokingly hitting his oldest hyung on the neck? or the guy who had bitten my earlobe, suck my neck endlessly, and kissed me tongue to tongue?

Or is he basically the same person that only I know?

Heck, I'd like it if the second one is exclusive for my eyes only.

My stomach churns in an instant and weird images of him with another girl flashes before me.

Just thinking of another girl being wrapped around his arms makes my insides feel weird.

My hand balled into a fist, a long sigh automatically escaping my lips.

No. He's mine.

My eyes widen at the thought.

Shit.

Since when did I ever felt possessive of him?

I started shaking my head perversely.

This won't do.

It hasn't even been a month and I feel like I'm totally a different person, someone I wasn't even aware that I was.

My cheeks blushed red after remembering what happened between us earlier, my hands ending up fanning my face to lessen the heat that is covering my body.