Ever since we were small, people would always tell us “no, you can’t do that” or “No don’t do that, if you do people will judge you.” They’re wrong. You shouldn't care about what anyone thinks of you or what you do, it’s all your choice and you should do something Exciting something that makes you feel that rush and adrenalin in your body. Do something that would make your heart beat so fast you can almost feel it come out. Travel with friends, Act stupid, But not too stupid, fall in love, and live the adventure. Why do i say this? because you never know what's going to happen in the future. Something might just hit you one day that you can’t do what you’ve always wanted to do in your life… Just like what happened to me.. I took a risk and a big one at that. This was my chance, and it was my last and i was not about to ruin it. It was now or never. Here is my story. - Alex
ALEX P.O.V
"Beep Beep! Beep Beep! “ you’ve got to be kidding me” i mumble with my face in my pillow swinging my arm around trying to stop the most annoying sound at 8 AM.
“Alex! wake up you don’t want to be late for your last day of school!” I heard my mom yell from the downstairs.
“i’m up, i’m up” i yell calmly back to her.
I hate the feelings i get in the mornings i always feel like complete shit. I swing my covers of my body as i still lay there like a dead corps. I feel the nice warmth of my body being taken over by the cool breeze coming from my window. I forcefully lift my body up and sit at the edge of my bed. “Oh god” i say to myself. I felt dizzy and uneven. I tried to shake it off and drank a glass of water, that actually made it worse. I stood up and took one step before i realized i was running to my bathroom barely making it to the toilet puking my guts out. Ugh, how i hate the feeling of puking, i can’t take it. My head and arms are dangling around the bowl of the toilet as i hear someone come through the door.
“ Dude, are you okay?” my brother says with a face of disgust
“ya i’m okay.. umm, can you get out?” i say as i try to pull myself up holding on to the sink with the only strength i have.
“ Are you sure you don’t want me to get mom?”
“ Naw bro, i’m fine. It was probably just something i ate again.”
I tried to get past him so i can rinse my mouth and start getting ready for school. Just the fact that i threw up is making me want to shower so now i have to rush even more. I feel his arm force me back so we could meet eye to eye.
“ The hell, Joe?” i say as i pushed him back with a stronger force.
“You said it was food problems last week and the week before that. i swear alex if you're going all bulimic on me i will not only tell mom, but i will personally kick your a-”
“Joe! Just shut up, i’m not going all bulimic on your ass thats disgusting.” I say as i cut him off
“Okay i believe you. I just worry about you, ya know. This is happening alot lately and you yourself don’t even know whats wrong; you just ignore it. Plus i love you and i don’t want you to die.” He says in a joking way.
“Aw i love you too, but i promise if i find out if something is wrong with me, you'll be the first that i tell and then mom okay?” I start pushing him out the door as he stops one more time.
“Fine, one more thing. You tell anyone i said i loved you i will kick your ass.” he says as his evil laugh takes over.
“Whatever!” i say as i start turning on the shower. Now i’m late, great, now Emily is going to kill me.
EMILY P.O.V
I start pulling up into Alexs’ driveway. I see that she’s not waiting for me on her doorstep like usual so it probably means she woke up late, typical Alex. I take my key out of the engine as i stretch over to the passenger seat to get my penny board. As i start walking to her door i can hear her music blasting from her second level window.
“Lower that you dork!” I yelled as i stood there waiting for a response.
Alex's head pops out of know were through her window, one hand flicking me off while the other on the stereo volume button; slowly and aggravatingly turning it up louder.
“Make. Me.” She says not breaking eye contact I laugh as i turn to see Alexs mom had already opened the door for me.
“Good morning hun.”
“Good morning.” i said with a smile already heading up the stairs.
I swear this is like my second home and Alexs mom is like my own mom. I knew Alex since we were in elementary school. We are pretty much sisters we’re together 24/7 already and we trust each other on anything. I was about to turn into Alexs room when i bumped in the Joe
“ew” he says while looking at me with a disgusted face
“Ew, the hells wrong with your face?” i try to come up with a comeback as fast as i could to what he was about to say next.
“It just saw your face thats what happened to it.” he says while scrunching his nose that i could see his wrinkles on his nose. He starts walking away with a long DAAAAAAMNNN! at the end.
“Ha. Ha. Funny" i say instead of a useless comeback that wouldn’t even have worked on him.
As i ignore him i walk into Alex's room dropping my things and jumping on her bed to wait for her to get ready.
“sup” i say as i take out my phone and start tweeting.
“What up.” She says still focused on finding a T-shirt.
“okay dude, i’m going to say this in the nicest way possible. Hurry the fuck up!”
She gives me a smirk and runs to her closet until she disappears into it. I take my attention off my phone and on to her stereo when i heard one direction Live while we're young on the radio. As i was reaching my hand to turn it up i can hear Alex
“Duuude Put it up Bra! this is our song!”
She yells from somewhere deep in her closet sounding like she was struggling.
“ You already read my mind!” i yell back “Oh umm, do you need help there?”
“ No No, No No, i’m fine” she says as i see her come out her closet tangled in t- shirts trying to get one out.
"Dude, you look like you're fighting with it.”
“ I’m Fiinnne!” she says while whining like a baby.
“O-kay.” i say in a sarcastic way as i slowly turn the radio up even more.
A/N
Hey guys whats up! I hope you guys liked the first chapter. Honestly this is my first book that i have ever tried to write so hopefully it’s good like i hoped it will. So for this chapter i just wanted to introduce Alex and her best friend Emily. Please keep reading and vote, and if you like leave a comment, i would like to see what you guys think! Also if you keep reading i promise it will get way better. I got a lot of things in mind for Alex, Em and a little bit later on with the boys! ;) Okay one more thing, What do you guys think is wrong with Alex? and Do you think that her and Em have a trustful relationship or are there secrets hidden all up in there? Let me know what you guys think Thanks! i’ll try to add chapter 2 as soon as i can!
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